Chanyeol pt 2

Abandoned

( Chanyeol's POV)

 

                                        OHMYGOD! I'm actually walking beside my angel, I think I’m going to faint.NO! Chanyeol don't you look stupid in front of her not anymore...! Act cool now *peeks at dara walking beside him* OHMYGOD *can't breathe*  I'm so lucky to be walking beside her * continue to fanboy * . We have been walking for 5 minutes now, and we haven't say a word to each other. Does she feel awkward aishh I should say something, Think, think dammit.

 

    " Chanyeol sshi,.. ? " an angel voice distracted me. I looked beside me and saw her staring at me. Okay now, let her see how cool you are..

 

   " N-neh .. ? "  I stuttered aish what the hell! Smooth chanyeol just smooth... 

 

  " Umm... nothing " she chuckled. I probably looked very stupid do I. Well at least I got to see her smile.

 

[Dara's POV]

We got to the bus stop and waited for the bus to come. He haven't spoken a word, is he getting uncomfortable. Why did I even bother saying yes to come with him I mean I'm like the most awkward person in the whole universe aishhh. The bus stop in front of us, I get on first then chanyeol followed. The bus is packed as usual. I stand by the pole and forget that I came with chanyeol when tiredness comes. I hold the pole and close my eyes trying to relax, my body is till getting use of all the works and all I'm hungry too I didn't get launch because I need to do so many works because of the days that I didn't go to school *sigh*. I looked at the window thinking how can all of this happen am I dreaming or did I just woke up to reality, I should move on and accept this I can't forever be blaming everyone for what happened to my life. I guess I should really move on * sigh *

 

 

[Chanyeol's POV]

The bus finally arrived; I was getting nervous and trying to think of something good to talk to her. I let her go up first and followed, She stand by the pole her back facing me. This bus is packed again I stand in guard and carefully surrounded her by my arms, I'm not trying to do anything I just don't want anyone squeezing her. I mean it'll be fine If they squeeze me to her I don't mind at all, trust me but for now I don't want anyone to make her feel suffocated. She looked tired I took a glimpse at her face and saw her with closed eyes sighing, does she feel that tired. What is she thinking Is she having trouble at school, work, family issue, boyfriend issue... Arghh I don't even want to think about her having a boyfriend. Just seeing a guy helping her at the cafe hurts what more if she is actually someone's girl... I heard her sigh again I see her open her eyes and looked at the window staring deeply outside, and once again I felt the sense of protecting her. What to do.. I think I'm falling to deep that its actually scaring me...

 

 

She finally moved and looked at me " it's my stop " she said I feel disappointed not even having any conversation with her and now she's going " oh " she looked at me then to my arms I looked at her and then to my arms, " Oh " I quickly let my arms down " it's not what you’re thinking I swear " I try to convinced her but she just looked at me, I bow my head down " sorry... “I feel stupid once again then I heard a laugh oh sweet angelic laugh I looked up " hahaha don't be sorry I know what you’re doing, I’m sorry I just couldn't help it. Its just the looked of your face you should've seen it hahaha " she laugh and I just stared at her, just a moment she's depressed looking outside thinking deeply and now she's laughing. She's laughing because of me... *thump**thump*

 

I felt my world stop once again I just continue to stared at her. She stopped laughing " I'm sorry, I know your intentions are good gomawo " she thanked me again with a smile *thump**thump* " A-ah Neh " I answered with nervous voice. " well I hope to see you again chanyeol sshi " she thanked me as the bus stop I looked at her going down she bowed to me and as the door was closing my body automatically moved and get out of the bus. She looked shocked “chanyeol sshi..? '' " I know its weird and all but can I walk you home.." I said with a serious voice " uh s-sure " she answered looking at me I felt relive I thought she'll shut me down.

 

We walk in silent as I felt the need to talk something to her when I hear her speak "chanyeol sshi.. Am I making you uncomfortable " I looked at her shocked where did this come from she looked sad staring at me I quickly wave my hands at her " NO ! No no no I- no no you- no no no " I denied repeatedly how can she even think that when I feel that I was the one making her feel uncomfortable

 

" it's just you haven't spoken a word it’s like you feel so uncomfortable " She stared at me

 

" No no no. no , it’s just... that whenever your close to me I feel nervous I don't know how to start a conversation good enough for us to talk about I'm scared you'll get bored or worse annoyed at me so I didn't say a word... “Stop chanyeol just shut your mouth arghhh

 

" Why did you feel like that " I heard her response

 

" because I feel worthless not worth it to talk at least be beside you... That's how you make me feel, funny I know I don't even know your name and just met you twice AND I know I'm crossing the line here but let me feel at least be worth it to be beside you. " I looked down not wanting to see her face . Stupid me why the hell did I say that aish she probably get weirded out. I heard her giggle I looked up " annyeonghaseyo dara park imnida " she introduce herself with bright smile " what..? " " Well you said you didn't know my name " she walked to her front door and looked backed " so now you know.. Goodnight chanyeol sshi " she closed the door with a smile

 

 

"What just happen "I ask myself " Dara... So my angel's name is dara .. Such a beautiful name it fits her…wait does her telling her name to me means she's allowing me to be beside her... "I stared at her door deeply” YES!!! YEAHHH!! "I roared.

 

[Dara's POV]

Were in silent again aishh... "chanyeol sshi.. Am I making you uncomfortable " I looked at him with sadness when he abruptly wave his hands at my face " NO ! No no no I- no no you- no no no " he denied repeatedly " it's just you haven't spoken a word its like you feel so uncomfortable " I stared at him

 

" No no no no , its just that whenever your close to me I feel nervous I don't know how to start a conversation good enough for us to talk about I'm scared you'll get bored or worse annoyed at me so I didn't say a word... "

 

" Why did you feel like that " I felt something strange something warm in my chest

 

 

" because I feel worthless not worth it to talk atleast be beside you... That's how you make me feel, funny I know I don't even know your name and just met you twice AND I know I'm crossing the line here but let me feel atleast be worth it to be beside you. " *thump**thump* what's this ?? I ignored it and looked at chanyeol sshi bowing down. This kid he's really something I giggled and he looked at me as I introduced myself" annyeonghaseyo dara park imnida " she introduce her self with bright smile " what..? " " Well you said you didn't know my name " I walked to my front door and looked backed " so now you know.. Goodnight chanyeol sshi " I closed the door with a smile. I didn't know why I did that but deep inside I'm wishing to meet him once more

 

 

 

 

Its wednesday today after what happened yesterday I'm hoping I can see chanyeol again. I received a text from bom saying she's infornt of my apartment unit I open the door to welcome her

 

" Hey.. " I greeted her with a smile

 

" So this is your unit " bom ask looking around " it's cute" she complemented

 

" Cute ?" I ask eyeing her

 

" Are you sure you didn't want to live with me. I mean my parents not there all the time so I kind of get lonely by myself " she ask with pleading voice

This girl she haven't changed a bit she still uses her aegyo to get what she want " No I'm fine here I like being by myself being independent " I said with a smile

 

" Well if you say so but if you changed your mind let me know ok..."

 

" Arraso "

 

 

[Jiyong's POV]

I understand kiko telling me to let dara go but how can I do that again when the first time I did that just thinking about it hurts, something happen to dara and I need to know what I need to fix this atleast that I can do for her. I know her parents divorced her mom in rehab that they went bankrupt her dad remarried and apparently from what my mom told me also having a baby. Then there's cheondung I heard he died in an accident didn't know what. I just heard it when I'm in japan with kiko she must have had it rough and I wasn't there to even comfort her. I came back to korea after 2 weeks of vacation and everything changed she changed atleast when were in senior she just didn't talk to me but now whenever she see me she looked at me with.. Disgust, hatred ? I don't know ... And it hurts. The last time I had a conversation with her I just made her cry I don't ever want to see that again. This time I'll stay I promised just let me.. Please..."

 


So I did my own poster with Photoshop I at stuff like this so sorry, Enjoy reading XOXO

 

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lhady_khaori #1
Chapter 19: #ChanDara is heart :) Thanks for the update
dntknw #2
Chapter 19: yes, you still have readers.., so plss dont abandon this hihi... waiting for chandara
greiyz_14 #3
Chapter 19: Chandara please
greiyz_14 #4
Chapter 19: Please update soon authornim
parksanyeol
#5
Chapter 18: chandara!!!
iyslau #6
Chapter 18: update please!! :)
effy123 #7
Chapter 18: chandara please
kolmilyo #8
Chapter 1: much as i love mr. kwon, my chandara feels is so darn real.

chandara author-ssi.
elsidenvino #9
thank you for writing this authornim :)