Morose Darkness

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Description

“Someone—save me,” he chokes on his sobs of bittersweet anguish and gasps for a huge breath. He wishes to wallow himself in depression, swimming in a pool of melancholy. This is good, he thinks silently to himself. He prefers living like this to returning to his queer self. 

 

On second thought, he doesn’t want to be saved. He wants to dwell with the monochrome style of life. No feelings, no smiles, no laughter, no tears, no happiness, no joy, no harm, no pain, nothing and just purely sadness. A smile is a sign of freedom from the darkness. Deeply engulfed by angst and hurt, he remains nonchalant and emotionless.

Nothing more pure sadness.  

“Don’t save me.” 

 

Foreword

This boy is sad and she is simply watching him. He’s the star of her current state, he needs attention and concern. He’s lying on his bed, tucked under his covers and is motionless. His loud breathings continue and she sees a tear trickle down his cheeks.

 

She wants to know what is wrong. He holds a forlorn expression on his face, seeming to long for something or someone far away. Tears start to form in his eyes but he blinks them away. She knows he doesn’t want to break down. Somehow, she knows that he is already ing tired of crying.

“ my life.” 

 

special challenge prompt 3. for Finding Hope: Angst Writing Competition

i apologise if this is bad. really, i'm so sorry. i am so stressed. 

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Caramelheartsr #1
beautiful!
kyoongsprout #2
Chapter 1: This is so beautiful. *sobs
Mrin_Jr #3
Chapter 1: Hello :):)
I'm URiin and I come from VietNam.
Your fic is very sad :(:( but I like
You write very good, I jealous.
So I translate it into VietNamese ?
I will credit all and give you link when I post it up :):)
Hope you agree :):)
Tks ;)
ToYouWithL #4
Chapter 1: Ohmygod. This was so.. real. Oh my..
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