the author's note~

and here is another oneshot shared from the past.

this was posted on SOOMPI back in 2011 of December...

so i believe i wrote it around that time. lol the only reason

why i can't really say, is because this was actually based upon

a letter that i wrote for an actual celebrity... but i just didn't send

it to him, nor have i shared the contents with any one else, either.

it was written on the 17th of July of 2011.. and so yeah, between then.

i honestly just wanted to express the feelings that i was feeling for

this person... and no, it wasn't like the "omg, he's famous" crush...

it was more like an actual crush that you would have on someone in

real life, and make you all girly, giggly, and well.. shy and what not.

this Korean male celebrity was the first Korean celebrity that i actually

would call "oppa". every one else i would include "-ssi", used their

real name, or stage name, or other names with ease. but this crush, i

couldn't say his stage name, real name, without including "oppa" in it.

and if i did try to say his stage name or real name, i would eventually

say them all  together. lol... so yesh... he actually gave me those kind of

feelings. i believe it was because i started to grow a liking for him, not

just as a celebrity or someone famous... but as an actual person. i think

it was because i had the opportunity to actually interact with him, even if

there were other fans involve, but still before debut, i was still able to interact

with him. on twitter, he even replied to some of my tweets, so yeah... that was

still some cool interaction with him. lol anyways... for discretion purposes, i have

changed the name of the real celebrity into another celebrity instead. i have

also changed the original contents of my letter to him, into something a little more

with some changes of words here, extensions over here, and maybe something a

little more on the fictional side... something that most fangirls usually day dream

about... probably. XD i know i do at times. lol anyways... this celebrity was chosen

only because i asked my sister to name a celebrity and she chose Ghun of X-5,

because at that time, we were getting to know of them and became interested.