Acceptance
From Deep Within My HeartIt's been about a month and I still lie awake with pain filling my heart. The pitter-patter of the rain outside only makes me cry harder. Through my sorrowful gasps and hiccups, i call out your name. When you don't show up, I remember that it's because you gave your heart to another. The though tugs at my heartstrings.
I shut my eyes tight, trying to will your image out of my mind as I wait for this torturous heartache to end. But to no avail. I open my eyes yet again and you seem to be standing before me, but I know that it's my weeping, yearning heart playing tricks on me.
"I love you", murmurs a voice that sounds similar to yours. A small smile crosses my face.
"I hate you", shouts that same voice so harshly. My smile fades quickly and my tears begin to fall once again.
I accept the ill fate that you and I can't be. Despite how much it hurts to death to let go, I do. I love you always and forever, peacefully and blissfully from within the deepest chambers of my heart.
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