a/n: in this story tiffany will be the man

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JESSICA'S POV

   ''Hi !! this is Jessica jung , im from states but my family moved here in korea for my dad's bussiness ,i'm now in  my sophomore years now . i just transfer in this new school but i'm not that worried to be ''op'' or out of place cause ,, i have many friends here and even my bestfriend from states as well  is here ,his name is Tim hwang , some people gets us wrong because im so close with this freind of mine and he is a boy..some of them think that we are together but we always deny it because we're really not .. i..i..i actually have some crush on my bestfriend , but i always deny it to myself ,, i dont know , maybe i dont want our friendship change ,he's been my bestfriend for 5 years, that is really hard to earn and i just dont want to waste it because of this stupid feelings, i know i shoudnt feel this way , i know this wrong and the worst thing is he have a girlfriend now .,and because of that he spend much less time with me  T T.... ''

''yah jessi what are you doing?! '' my other bestfriend, kwon yuri 

''oh yuri ah...hehe i just got my new diary , im just writing'' i close my diary immediately and put it in my bag

''what are you writing? can i see it  ..please let me see it ''he reach for my bag and slap it lightly 

''sorry kwon yul..that is private'' she then pouted

''jessi where is your so called ''bestfriend'' ?'' 

''* sigh* you know his is with his new girlfriend''

  by the way yuri is the only person know my secret...ughh i dont know how she knew it ..she just said she know me too well and she can even understand what i meant even she just look into my eyes..that girls is a pshyco ..heheh 

*snap* *snap*''jessi ..jessi stop zoning out''

''huh?'' back to the real world

''i said stop zoning out,, what are you thinking?'' yuri aks

''uh..nothing c'mon lets go to cafeteria'' i drag her arms outside

   we went to our usual place and eat our lunch  ... then  i saw something that breaks my heart.. i saw my bestfriend and his girlfreind cuddling to each other....their so sweet in public ,, im not bitter person but im just .kinda..embarrassed for them , i dont know if their doing it on purpose because everytime we look at them they will continue what they are doing ,then if not they are just there and steady ..uhgg this makes me uncomfortable ,,but the i saw yuri looking at me and giggling 

''what ?!''

''nothing ,,you just look like ,you have all the problems in the world when your looking at that two'' she pointed out my bff and his gf

''huh? no i dont.. and stop giggling there kwon yul'' i send her my death glare

''eyy~~ jealous..admit it'' she just continue and i stand up,continue glaring at her and walk out

''hey where are you going?!''

'' i lose my appetite'' i said coldly to her

''oh c'mon jessica , im just joking . why do you have such a short temper''

''tcchh'' i roll my eyes in her then she show her puppy face to me ..i just ignore it but deep inside im dying of laughter

''are you finnish eating ?..if you are come on now'' i grab my bag and started to walk ..and yuri follow me

''jessi ..still mad?'' she poked my arm

''yes ..i am! *merong*'' she knew that if do that ..im not mad anymore

''i knew it ..you were just acting !!'' she shout

''yah dont shout ..hahah you know me too well yuri ah''

''of course ..where are we going by the way?''

''aigoo yuri ,when are going to be serious at your studies ,,you know you cant live like that forever ..happy-go-lucky...where going to library ,go and finnish your project there!!''

'' i only aks where are going then i just got scold ..aiyoo ..okay come on'

AT LIBRARY

 i placed my arm crossed at the table and put my head on the top 

''yah aren't you going to help me '

''no ..make it all by yourself'' 

''aish are you a teacher ..your even worst than them''

''stop blabbering and start with it''

   i now go to my dreamland...

  5 minutes after

   i know now that my necj hurts but i'm just to sleepy to change my position .so i just ignore it ,,but then somebody held my head up and place a soft and fluffy thiong ..like a pillow .. at the table..i guess its just yuri so i didnt bother to look up and continue my sleep

   10 minutes later

''jessica ..wake up come on ..our class is going to start soon '' yuri wake me up

''uhgg ..five more minutes''

''if you dont wake up now .im going to get cucumbers from canteen'' my body involuntary jolted up

''okay im awake''

''good..now lets go..ah wait ..where did you get that pillow?''

''huh? arent your the one who place this in my head''

''huh? no i didnt''

''but you've been here whole time''

''actually no..i seat with our other classmates whose ..working up in this project''

''what? then who?''

''wohoo..jessi has stalker''

''yah stop it that creeps me out''

 we finally finnish our class for today,,fortunately we dont have assignment or anything..so yeah!! free to do anything ..but i dont have any plan ..just go home ..and sleep 

''bye yuri '' i waved my hand to yuri who is walking in our opposite ways

''bye jessica see you tomorrow''

   i turn my head to my way  and started walking then suddenly sombody grab my arm

''jessi ..i'll walk you home'' 

''oh tim..uh no thanks i can walk by myself''

''jessica ..are you avoiding me?'' he frowned

''huh? no ..why did you ask?''

''your not hanging out with me and you didnt even replay to my messages''  aigoo how can i hang out with you ..,you are busy cuddling with your gf' i thought

''ohh ..i've been very busy this days and i dont want to interrupt your time with your girlfirend''

''no !!. your not going to interrupt us..come on jessi ..im your bestfriend you dont have to avoid me ..and i want you to meet my gf..i told her many things about you..and she want to meet you''

''ahh ..hehe i think someday ..when im not busy anymore''

''okay ..but now ..are busy ?..do you have anything else to do ? lets eat ice cream at park ..pleassee'' 

''uhh actually--'' he show me his puppy eyes..uhg how can i decline this

''mrs. park didnt gave us any project ...pleaasee ..lets eat ice cream''

''uhgg okay..but your treat okay?''

''of course..yeahh!!''

     aissh ..why did i say yes..he will just again tell me all about his gf and im not even interested..that's why i didnt want him to chat not text in cellphone ..he will say his gf is beautiful,smart,cute, ahh all about her .. everytime he told me this i always got irritated ,,its not that im mad at her gf ..i just..ah i dont know..

''jessi~~ '' he whined

''what?''

''are you sure you're not mad at me?''

''no im not''

''then why being so cold to me ? did i made mistake?''

''no you didnt, tim ,not still used to me?..im usually like this '' i show him a weak smile

''i know you!! i think i know you more better than the others!! ..i know you are usually cold to people but not the people you already know..i know you are cold person who talk only if she wants to but jessica please do not treat me like this..i know there is something wrong ..im your bestfriend remember..you are a warm person but why these days you treat me like you dont even know me!!...'' he shouted 

''yah Tim Hwang are you done shouting?!..haha why your acting like that?..are auditioning for our school's drama?'' i ..but i know his already serious 

''jessica im being serious here'' i smiled at him and pinch his nose

''dont worry ..there is no problem '' i lied

''you sure?''

''yeah ''

''hey i have somthing to tell you..do you know that my gf ....'' 

   blah..blah..blah ..we ended up talking things about his gf ..uh this makes me sick ..oh please god shut his mouth please..i just want to rest ..and sleep ...

''jess are you even listening to me ?'' 

''huh?..oh yes ..your girlfriend is good at guitar right?''

''yeah she is''

''ah tim ..i think its getting late ,, i better come home now or else my brother will get mad''

'' oh really ?!..i'll walk you home ''

''no need''

''dont try to stop me ,,cuz im doing it''

   ahh as we walk together ..finally he stop talking about his girlfriend..he just stop talking ..i can sense his staring at me but i just ignore it ...then we reach my home..

''thanks Tim''

''your welcome ..im your bf remember?'' he smiled

''bf?''

''yeah bestfriend..bye '' he wave his hand and walk home

   Booom !! Bestfriend ..worst thing you've ever heard to the person whom you love...i want to cry but tears wont fall from my eyes .. i think my brain also think that this is wrong .that's why it wont let my tears to fall...*sigh* ..i open my cellphone to listen to song to calm myself ...

 Do you hear me? I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Ooh ooh ooh

 oh sh*t..damn song ..its not even true ..its not lucky ..i threw my cellphone ti the floor and it shutter into peices ....ahhh!! my phone its not even fully paid ..uhh that song !! aish
 

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TIM'S pov

     *sigh* ..ahh i hate doing this .. i know jessica is mad at me ..i should call yuri

'' yuri!!'' i shouted at him

''wow wow easy tim..what ?''

''are we still going to continue this?''

''what are you saying tim? we started this then wwe should finnish it''

''but .. i think jessica like me?''

''that's our goal in the first place right?...to make sure that jessica is ...''

''to make sure that she is inlove with me too..yuri ..i think we should stop this ..we're deceiving her''

''okay if that is you want ..im just here to support you..but how are going to explain to her that ist all just a play, that you dont really have a girlfriend..im sure she will be mad at me ,so you are...''

''i dont know ...whatever happen.. i will confess to her tomorrow ..even she get mad at me, i cant take in anymore yuri''

''okay ..where ?''

''uhmm...dont know ,maybe rooftop..yeah right !! rooftop ..it is more private''

''okay ..that's a good place ..good luck''

''thanks yul ..bye''

''no problem ..bye''

      *sigh* ..i shoud have done this in the first place..uhgg what if jessi get mad ,that girls has a temper too ..whoo ...

author's pov

   tim pick up jessica at her home early i the morning..they walk in the school together as always ..jessica didnt talk too much with tim but tim would always make a conversation with her ..even jessica tried to get away from tim .tim would always pull her down in her chair and continue to talk with her and jessica will send him  a glare ..but fortunately tim is not affected anst continue talking to her..

''tim why your here with me?''

''why cant i be with my bestie?''

''no .it just ..you must be with your girlfriend right?''

''ugh.. i dont want ~~ ..i wanna be with my bestie~~ '' tim whined like a baby

''yah stop it!!..people are looking at us''

''why!! are you ashamed of me ?! '' tim pout

''no its not lke that ..but you have a girlfriend ...you shoudnt act like this''

''jessi can i meet you at the rooftop after ou class'' tim change in a serious tone

''why?''

''i have something to gave you and to tell you''

''huh?..why not now?''

''just...''

   the class has ended...yuri leave jessica so that the two can have private time ...jessica went up to the rooftop alone...she then saw tim ..walking right and left ..looking like nervous or something ...he's face is very worried and tense

''tim?''

''o-oh j-jessi y-your here?''

''what?!..why your so nervous'' jesica walk in like a sergeant and just stare at tim

''uhg a-actually i h-have something to s-say to you''

''yeah that's why im here..what is it ?...and why your stuttering ..haha stop it''  tim put his hands to his chest and felt like he coudn't breath so jesi immediately come to him and cupped his face

''tim!! tim ..oh my gosh ..are you okay'' jessica just make it worst ..

''tim speak up..why?''

''jessica im fine ...'' tim remove jessica's hand to his face and hold it 

''tim what are you doing?''

''jessi this all i've benn wanting to say to you...i...i love you!!!... '' jessica felt numb ..she couldnt move a bit

''i love you all this time jessi ...i want to give you my love ..since the first day i saw you i knew  i had love at first sight..then we became bestfriend ...but  i dont want us to bestfirend ..i want something like mutual..''

''tim what are you saying?...i cant understand you...why your saying things like this..this is wrong ..your cheating to your girlfriend''

''no ...i dont have ''

''huh?''

''i dont have a girlfriend...it all just a play..to make your feeling clear to you''

''to make my feelings clear?..so all this time you are just playing to me..you make a fake girlfriend ..for me to clear my feelings?!..tim you played with my fellings!! . i know .. know i love you too..but i forces to stop it because i know its wrong but now your saying its all just a play..i suffered all this time for nothing...i thought you are already grown up..but now ..how can you be so childish ..you shoud've say it to me in the first place ,not to play with me !!'' jessica walk out but before she can leave tim grab her arm

''jessi im sorry ..i know im wrong ...im such a pabo..you can say all bad thind to me..curse me,hurt me all but please dont leave '' tim kneeled down

''tim stand up..you dont have to do that..''

''jessi please ...forgive me ..im sorry'' tim keep sobbing ...jessica help tim up and hug him

''jessi ...im sorry ''tim keep on saying

''shhh...i forgive you now''' tim stop sobbing

''so are we couple now?!...'' he asked excitedly..and he pushed jessica by her shoulder lightly

''how can change your expression fast?...no were still not couple''

''ughh..then what are we now?'' he pout

''bestfriend''

''jessi~~''

''why dont you court me first hahah..and my dad will not let me have a boyfriend until i finnished my studies''

''no your dad is going to let me ..because im your bestfriend and we know each other for a long time so it'll be easy''

''oh dont be so sure...because you make my heart break ..''

''what?! no i dont ...and i will surely court you..just wait ..im going to your home later''

''for real~~?''

''yeah!!''

''jessica i love you''

''....''

''dont you love me ?''

''hahaha ..im thinking ..hmm..but your my bestfriend..eottokaji?''

''its alright ..i know you ..you dont have to say it..i know you love me too''

''really~~?''

''jessi ,you know you are lucky that you're inlove with you bestfriend''

''why?''

'' idont know ..i just heard it in a song ..what the title again?..lucky by jason mraz? ..haha''

''yah!!!!!''

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hahah not that good ?:D
just wanna share my experience heheh