Final Decisions and Letting Go

Baby, I'm Sorry.

I can't let this slip again. I can't let him shout at me then act like nothing happend after, while I cry and suffer alot. It just breaks me heart. I should realize the truth, do I still like him?

 

I walked pass my teachers and my classmates. I usually greet them when I see them, but now, I'm not in the mood. They must be shocked. I sat down on my chair, silently. I felt sad, lonely and dpressed. I want to be with him but this relationship won't do. If we continue this, we'll might fight, like forever. So, I'll break up with him. It's my decision and no one will change it. It's final.

 

Class ended. I'm waiting for him. I should build up my courage. There's no backing down. This is it. Or. Should I forgive him? No. Should I give him another chance? I - I don't know what to do anymore, maybe I sho-No! His already here. There's no more turning back. I looked at him. His looks happy, loving, sweet and caring. Like how I used to see and to felt when I'm with him. He looked at me, his smile turned into a frown. I sighed. He walked close to me.

 

"What?" He asked. His voice were cold and empty.

"Follow me. I want to tell you something." I told him, he just rolled his eyes then he followed me.

 

We're on the rooftop. Taking fresh air and the perfect scenery. Why did I pick this place? It's just, so perfect. And breaking up hereis a big 'NO NO!' But, I'ce got no choice.

 

"Yah! Can you tell me those stupid saying of yours already?! I'm kinda in a hurry. There's a party I need to catch up. So, go! Now! Plaese!" He order. I fake smiled the nodded.

"I - I - Let's end this relationship. I want to break up with you." There. I finally have said it.

"What?" He asked, his voice, full of worries and sadness.

"I want to break up with you Baro."

"What? Jieun, I - pl-"

"No! This love wont do anymore!-" I stopped. He looked at me. His eyes, full of regrets. I know he wants to cry. Ters started to build up in my eyes.

"- I'm sorry but I want to break up." I repeated.

"Jieun, I - I'm sorry. Pl - please give me another chance."

"Baro, I've already gave you 2 chances. For almost 2 years, all of them are chances Baro. Bu- But you wasted it. I'm sorry, so sorry. But 2 chances is enough." I said. He became speechless. Tears were falling from his eyes.

"Jieun - " he started. I looked at him.

"I - I'm sorry. So sorry." IHe continued as he walks closer to me. He hugged me. I hugged him back. I still love him, i really do. but we can't continue this. I've gotta let go.

 

I slowly push him. I planted a soft kiss on his cheek. My last kiss for him.

 

"Bye Baro. I hope you'll find another girl that's better than me." I hugged him, for the last time and he hugged me back. Feeling each other with the warmth we'll miss.

"I - you know that I love you right?" I asked.

"Yup. An you know that I love you too right? More than anyone in the world." He asked. I hugged him tighter then I nodded. I cried on his chest as he snuggled his head on my hair.

"So - " I looked at him, withdrawing my body away from him.

" - I should go now hyung. Bye. See you around. Oh, enjoy the party. Don't think about me. Be careful, ok?" I continued. I treid to smile. He smiled then he nodded. He patted my head before he sighed.

"You should go now. Don't forget to be careful when you go home. Eat dinner and sleep early. I love you dongsaeng! Bye!" He smiled.

 

Baro's POV:

I watched her open the door. She turned to me, for the last time. She waved at me. I waved back. I know that I still love her, and she stil love me. She's right, it's all my fault. My stupid pride, and my crappy ego. It's my fault. If only I can turn back time, I would change just for her. I'll love her even more. I won't ever let this happen. But, if this is our destiny. I can't control it. I'll just let her go. My tears are falling, I can't stop it. Yup. I should let her go. It's for the best. For her and my future, together or alone.

 

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Yay!!!! I'm done!!! Awoooo!!!!

 

Sorry guys for the long wait. You know, studies.

It's so hard, I can't even feel my hands anymore.

But thanks guys. Thank you for supporting me. 

 

Love you guys! :)))

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megane_24 #1
Chapter 4: this story hurt me..ouch!
EsperanzaZawa
#2
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pandaboo2506
#3
Chapter 4: Awww, best yet sad ending ever! :'(
pandaboo2506
#4
Chapter 3: Wow! Baro's sucha a big jerk! Can't believe he easily gets misunderstanding like that! Nice chap though, update soon! ^^
vexatious #5
Chapter 1: Awww. I love you too, saengie. Although, I'm sorry if I wasn't there when he dumped you at prom T.T Mianhe. I miss you! :(( <3
livedeul9299
#6
Chapter 1: barooo XD good storyy^^
vexatious #7
Hwaiting, dongsaeng. <3 :DDDD