This morning , I look up in the sky, I know it will rain sooner later, as I finally ait that when I always see him ,I feel my day is arrived in the classroom , I first saw kibum, I admit hwen I see him I feel my day is complete .as the class started , I’m thankful coz he is always seated at the ledtside of me.

The bell rang its breaktime while walking with yuri and hyun young I saw kibum and park boom holding hand together , I asked yuri and hyun young  “ if kibum and park boom having a intimate relationship?”, “you don’t know that?!” hyun young said,” really its that true?” i said” yez theres a lot of girls shock about that” yuri explained” “really” said with low voice that my heart is breaking in to pieces that I just want to cry that moment but kibum says “hello” to us , I don’t know what to do, I don’t have reaction by that time, until that day is finish anhome d itd really painful.

As I got home, I directly go to my room , change my clothe and lay to my bed ant I and start crying until I slept, I know my mother calling me for dinner but I ignored it.

As I woke up I notice there’s a lot of tears in my pillow and I look outside my window. i go down stairs and mom asked “ honey are alright”, “ I’m fine “ I replied as if its true do I really look fine, after I ate breakfast , I go outside to walk and have some fresh air, I feel sad, its hard to love someone doesn’t notice you “ what will I do to forget this stupid feelings of mine” I asked my self and the is really insane, I can’t help myself ,my tears starting to fall, while walking I can’t believe he is there, he looks like a mushroom coz he’s always there everytime I have a cld moment.

“Hey, what the problem “ nickhun asked

Nothing! there’s no problem how can I have problem in this beautiful morning” I replied and smile as I try but I can’t and the tears fall down on my chicks and nickhun  brought out his handkerchief and wipe my tears gently.

As the day passed, I always see kibum and remind of how I like him and how it hurts when I saw how sweet he is when talking to park boom, I feel like dying slowly and slowly , I wish someone will shot me in the hallway when I saw them walking so close.

In he classroom, mr jo hyun give us a project while he’s announcing who will be our partner” ms eun yoon hye, you will be partnered by mr kinum”as he said clearly and I fastly replied” sorry sir but I think if I will be partnered by mr hong ki”coz I wanna feel don’t pain. “what wrong with mr kibum, I not change it anymore so you should develop your team work” as he depend on his decision. after the class everyone packed there thing and go. Yuri and hyun young will go to the mall to buy there materials together with there partners ,they asked me if I want to come but I say I still didn’t talk to kibum how we will started the project , as they proceed. I’m still arranging my things, kibum come and asked “ do you like me to be your partner ?” , “   I’m just think someone is smart more like hong ki,  but I didn’t me I don’t like you ” as I explain

“ if ita ok to you , if we will do uor project tomorrow coz I need to pick up park boom,we have a date tonight” he said

“ oh, its ik” I replied

“ do you mind if we will do uor projwct in your house?” he asked

“ ah mmh its fine” I replied

“ok that’s final, go home and don’t go anywhere” kibum said and smile.

As I got home,   I take a bubble bath to be relax while thinking about”how can I act to kibum as a friend, if more than that is how I feel, tomorrow will be the graetest challenge, so wish me luck” the next day I came to school, before entering the classroom, I feel butterfly in my stomach, now I entered the room ,I notice kibum didnt arrive yet, I remember that he;s not early as I’m, how I think I;m over reacting, I feel free while “ good morning yoon hye” I’m ahocked as I almost drop my books coz he gust arrived and he just in my back

“oh sorry if I almost scared you” kibum apologize

“that’s ok” I replied and feel uncomfortable, then I pick my other books he also pick my other book, he also got picked the book that makes our hand touched,I don’t know what to do, I feel melting,I look at him and he look at me too ang get the book and gave to me, now I feel I’m going to explode, I stood up and take sit and put my things beside same as kibum.the clas startef and mr jo hyun  always remind as our project and so on, until the class is ended.

Kibum look at me and ask”so what we will do later in our project?”,park boom entered the room and interrupted what he’s saying “ hi sweety”she said with hug and kiss him in the lips in front of me “gosh” and park boom look at me and smile said “ hi yoom hye”, “ hello” I replied with uncomfortable tone

“sweety do I interrupted your conversation” she asked

“a little” he replied

“no its ok I understand that” I said with a little uncomfortable with them

“ so great what are we doing later” she asked kibum

“ I will go somewhere with hong ki” he lied

“where?” she asked

“mmh well I go at  hong ki house to baby sit him, judt joking” kibum said and laugh with his cute smile

“your so bad” park noom said in a sweet voice” ok I trust you, you can go” as she continue and go,

I look at kibum and said”why you didn’t tell her the truth?”

“don’t mind it” he replied “ so we should go , so that we can plan about our project “as he continue.

“ ok” I replied and we go out.