YOONA’S POV

I heard from Bummie that Donghae and Tae will be leaving Mokpo soon, is it because they already found Yuri sshi I cant help but to cry, he said I can be part of their family right but why do I feel so lonely even Tae ignores me when she sees her real Mama

“Yah what’s with the long face deer Yoong” when I look up I saw Donghae

“What are you doing here” I said not looking at him

“As far as I know you don’t own this park so I’m free to go here” he said teasing me a bit I was about to stand up when he held my hand

“Yoona I’m leaving” he said turning serious all of a sudden, I sat back at the bench

“Hmmm so what I heard is true” I said he nodded

“here” he handed me a box

“I didn’t gave you your graduation gift right I know its waaaay to late but keep it” he said smiling at me my heart started to beat fast again

He puts his hand on his chest and smile

“When I’m with you I felt so young, happy, I feel like I’m a teen ager again so refreshing so……… free” he said I just sat beside him not saying anything

“my heart beats fast when I’m with you just like the first time I saw Yul” he said as he held his chest tighter

“But unlike Yul this time it hurts it hurts because I know it’s wrong it hurts because I know its forbidden, it hurts because I know your hurting too…. Yul will get hurt” he said as he took my hand

“Yoona before I even fall for you I’m going to stay away, stay far away from your reach so that I wont hurt both you and Yul” he said as he stood up

“Are you saying you like me?” I finally said tears trickling my eyes

“you’ll find someone better than me, someone younger, someone more good looking, someone more kind, someone who’ll never hurt you…… someone who can love you without getting criticized” he said as he walks away

“Stay!” I shouted at him

“Please stay! I don’t want anyone else except Donghae sshi if its not Donghae sshi I don’t like it” I said he didn’t move from where he is

“No Yoona we cant” he said as he started walking again

“Please, please Donghae don’t leave me” I said as I kneel to the ground

I went home after, thank god mom dad and Ewon wasn’t there or else they’re going to ask me a lot of question why my eyes are swollen

I went inside my room and open the box that Donghae gave me there’s a small box inside and a letter

I open the box and I saw a beautiful golden necklace with a cross pendant I opened the letter and read it

Dear Yoona,

                                I’m sorry I know I’ve cost you too much pain, too much pain to handle by a kid like you, Yoona yah, don’t cry for me anymore I don’t deserve those tears from your beautiful eyes, Yoona your pretty a lot of guys will definitely fall for you so forget about me start a new life Yoong a new life without me create a life that you’ll call a dream someday, and treat this memory as a nightmare a nightmare that someday you’ll be able to lau