WARNING: This contains scenes of self harm and depression. If any of you readers are going through, or have been through, depression or self harm just remember that you are beautiful and deserve the world. Please don't bash me if you find this disturbing or crappy, even.

You and Sungjae have been friends since you were still in nappies! As you grew older you soon learned how to love, which was both bad and good. You fell for Sungjae over the many years you spent together. You were unseperable, best friends, like brother and sister. Until one day you realised your feelings for Sungjae weren't as minor as you thought. No matter how hard you tried to give him hints, he either pushed them aside or laughed at you. You laughed at yourself too, you weren't the prettiest of girls. So, of course why would Sungjae want you? He wouldn't. That's exactly what you thought.

Sungjae was a bit weird when he was younger, as in one minute he ignored you entirely and the next when you were chatting with your classmate, who was in fact male, he was intervening and soon destroyed the conversation. It's like he didn't want to see you with no one otehr than himself, yet when you practically throw yourself at him he pushes you away. You blamed it on his reputation. Sungjae was the popular playboy that every girl wanted and every boy wanted to be. You don't know how you wound up being his best friend. You weren't popular, no one considered you pretty, not even yourself. So, you grew up being the one left alone in the corner with only a dollhouse to play with. This had quite an effect on you once you got older.

Because of the things that had happened during your childhood, you soon became a insecure and lonely teenager. Now with not even Sungjae by your side. He moved away from his home town to become a trainee for Cube Entertainment. You should've guessed. Sungjae was an amazing singer, dancer, and he was so handsome you found yourself flustered just by glancing at him. When he moved away there was nothing for you. Then did you realise how much you needed him. You soon fell into depression and self harm. You went along like this for years, only you knew. You didn't bother to get help or to talk to somebody, as far as you were conerned, you weren't worth anybodies time. Sungjae was now nothing but a name. You always thought about him, and what he was doing with his life now. But when someone asks you if you knew the maknae of BTOB, you'd not speak a word and wonder off alone. Sungjae isn't even an old friend, he ripped your heart right out your chest leaving a gaping hole behind full of happy memories that shall only be remembered as flecks of dust. He's more of a stranger now. 

He's not your Sungjae Yook anymore. He's BTOB's maknae Yook Sungjae.

What happens when you bump into BTOB's maknae?