"What's bring you here?", i asked calmy.

"My feet", he said with a plain face and plain voice. It made me chuckle.

"I'm serious", as i let he stepped into my house.

"Me too", then he gave me a smile. He carefully guided me to the sofa. We sat side by side. It was an awkward silent for a few seconds.

"Anyway, did someone come here?", he asked as looked at me. Oh not that stare. Please.

"Well, umm yes. I have no idea but Kris came and apologized to me and that's the freaking weird thing which ever happen to me", i explained. He just chuckled. Ah, him dimple really, cute!

"Not weird. It was me who order him to do that. I kinda pissed off because he was really mean to you. I met him on the street yesterday and i yelled at him because he was dating and laughing while you had your foot sprained here. We had a little fight. He's not that strong, or can i say he even couldn't fight actually?", he caressed my head. MAN.

"Ah, no wonder", i smiled, tried to hold my nervousness.

We was talking around few hours. He didn't talk about his idol life, beside talking about him, Kim Myungsoo. I feel like he isn't my bias anymore. More like my friend. He then shared about his ex-girlfriend, named Doyeon, who almost ruin his career at that time. Yeah, i remember how that girl whined in twitter about their relationship. I told him that he should find a girl who can endure the urge to go public with their relationship. Well, im one of them for sure :p

"I feel bad for you, you cant contribute the musical", he said as he got up. I told him that i even don't want to contribute so that wasn't a big deal. Then he told me that Kris already got new partner as he walked into the kitchen.

"That's a good news. Actually i pity him. He wants to contribute so bad"

"I'm hungry, can i cook something? Like ramyeon?", he was looking everywhere, then asked where's the ramyeon.

"On the second box", i said as i pointed the place to him. He asked me if i wanted one and i said yes. So he cooked ramyeon for us. It smelled so good, just like him. We was eating together. He sometimes fed me. Oh i must be dreaming. Randomly, he asked about Luhan. Oh i even forgot about him. I told him that Luhan would come late. Myungsoo replied that he would stay until Luhan come. After eat our dinner, well it was 6pm already, he wanted to watch a movie and he brought a few DVDs in his bag. We decided to watch something funny, so i picked an old movie starring Jim Carrey, Bruce Almighty. Well, i like him!

We sat on the floor because it felt more comfortable. We leaned our back onto the sofa. The movie has started and yeah, we laughed together. Every scenes were funny. Then it came to the romantic scene where Bruce pulled the moon closer so it sent romantic aura for him and his partner. I felt nervous. as the scene became more romantic. I took a glance at Myungsoo just to saw his perfect side profile. I turned my head back toward the tv. Slowly, i felt his hand was touching mine. Then he grabbed my hand tight. My heart started to increasing its heart beat. I turned my head toward him, and crap he was just a few centimeters away from me. WHAAAT. My eyes widened but soon i closed my eyes. I could feel my cheeks was blushing. My blood was rushing all over each part of my body. I didn't deny that i was imagining a scene where he's kissing me. I could felt his hot breath on my nose. Just a matter of second before he really kiss me. No, i didn't want to runaway nor turn my head. I wanted him to kiss me. After all, i love him, as my idol, as a man. I didn't know. I love Luhan, and i love Myungsoo. I'm greedy, and i don't even deny it.

Finally, i felt his lips touching mine, but not fully touching it. I could feel he was about kissing me deeply, then suddenly the door was opened. We heard Luhan's voice over the door. Myungsoo immediately pulled himself back. . I just sighed, either in relief or disapoinment. We were staring at each other awkwardly for a second but Luhan soon came in.

"What are you doing here?", Luhan asked.

"Just dropped by here and wanna check her foot", he answered, "Well, i should go now, umm bye", then he grabbed his bag and left us.

"Umm, do you guys do? And.............watch?", he said after he look at the implicit bed scene on tv.

"What? Umm we didnt do anything. It's Bruce Almighty! If you thought about other genre of movie no no you are wrong err", as i turned the tv and dvd player off.

I walked into my bed and laying there. , Myungsoo's DVD! Ah. but that would make him back for sure. Or, should i bring it for him? What will happen if Luhan didn't come? I may end up in the bed, eh?, suddent naughty thought flooding my mind. 

As i was thinking about Myungsoo, Luhan knocked my door. He said he was sorry for Jessica. Well, i told him i forget it already since Myungsoo came so that wasn't a big deal. Luhan came in and sat on the edge of my bed. I felt uneasy. I didn't know why.

"Well, if i didn't come home, i think Myungsoo will end up in this bed", he smirked.

"Wh..what are you..talking about?", i tried to sit. But before i moved, Luhan was hovering above me.

"You know what i mean, or should i show you?", he whispered with his husky voice after leaned his head toward my right ear. I froze. What will he do? What....is this?

He looked at my lips, and his own. He smiled before came toward my face and put his lips against mine. I didn't resist, nor i gave response. I just froze and my mind coudln't even think. He kissed me. He freaking kissed me. After a long calm kiss, he started to bit my lower lips and it made me parting my lips. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and kissed me passionately. I resisted this time. I read those fanfiction with rated mature. This kiss maybe will lead me to experience one of those stories. I'm not ready for a real one. I pushed him but he also resisted, not letting me go. I couldn't kick him because my foot still sprained. No, Luhan, please, i begged him.

"I'm home! Hani, where are you?"

Luhan pulled back himself. I looked at them with my mad eyes. His eyes told me he was guilty, but he just ran out to his bedroom without even apologized. I should thanks my mom to come in the right time.

"I'm here mom", i yelled. Soon, mom reached our bedroom.

"Oh mom i missed you", i said as i hugged her tight.

"Oh baby, i don't know you will miss me this much", she hugged me back. Well, actually i hugged her because i was afraid of Luhan's act, but i also missed her.

"Let's sleep, i'm tired", as she laying beside me.

"yes mom", i smiled and hugged her again.

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hello guys im sorry my college took everything and now im free for a few weeks i guess TT i'll end this soon bec i dont want u guys to wait the ended maybe bec i want to end it soon sobs im sorry <3