I always thought kisses were sweet, good tasting and soft. But it seems like
it was only me wishing for them to be like that. When I watched romantic movies
the kisses looked always so nice.

I wanted to try it to.

I got my first kiss by the age of 21. It was...how should I put it...very hard.
Tasted bad. And was nothing how I imagined it to be like.

After that I never wanted to kiss anyone ever again. It was so disappointing
and disgusting.

I walked through the city, catching myself glancing at couples kissing happily.
I thought I'd gave to puke.

How could they enjoy it when it tastes so bad? How could they enjoy it
when lips aren't soft at all?

I walked away in a hurry and reached the dorm within world record time
only to be greeted by my friends and an empty bottle.

Spin the bottle. I liked that game until Chen dared Yixing to kiss me.
I tensed a bit as he crawled over. His hand cupped my cheeks and I
was surprised by his gentleness.

He looked right into my eyes; it felt like he was looking right into my
soul. I saw him smile before his lips were on mine.

This was nothing like my first kiss. This one was soft, gentle, good
tasting and loving. I got lost in the feeling and suddenly I understood
why those couples enjoyed it so much.

When I had my first kiss it wasn't about love but only about lust.

When I had my second kiss it was love and love only.

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Hi, I'm Kim Jongin and I'm 22 years old. Today I got my very first real
kiss and also my very first boyfriend. His name is Zhang Yixing, the
boy who showed me that kisses are just like how I always imagined
them to be.