Youngjae strode towards me. Grabbing my hand, he pulled me out of the little garden. “HYUNG! STOP!” Zelo yelled as he ran after us. Pressing the button on the elevator, Youngjae quickly pressed a button and the doors closed. Within a blink of an eye, I was pushed up against the elevator wall with Youngjae’s hands on either side of my face.

His breathe came out sharp as he tried to stop is anger. “O-Opp-““STOP!” He yelled as he slammed his hands on the wall. This side of Youngjae scared me. He was only ever like this when he was fighting other gangs. Bitting my bottom lip I tried hard to stop the tears that were threatening to fall. This wasn’t the Youngjae that I looked up to.

“Why?” he whispered. I opened my mouth to explain but nothing came out. No matter how much I wanted to explain, it was just too hard. Youngjae opened his eyes to look at my scared expression. “Why would you do this to us?” Shaking his head he looked down but kept his hands beside my head.

“After everything we have done for you, you still put your life in danger and look what it has done to us?!” His voice rose towards the end, causing it to echo of the metal walls of the elevator. “I-I” closing my eyes, I let me head drop forward. He was right. I had put everyone in danger, including myself.

This was the last thing I ever wanted to happen to them. Their my life, my family. Removing his hands from the wall, Youngjae took a step back. “Why?” he asked. “Why have you put yourself in such a situation once again?” Looking up through my teary eyes, I shook my head. “You don’t understand” With one step, Youngjae was in front of me shaking my shoulders. “SINCE WHEN HAVENT I?”

Youngjae ducked his head down to frantically look over my face. “When haven’t I ever helped you, or saved you from your hell?!” “THIS IS DIFFERENT!” I didn’t mean to yell at him but all the anger I was feeling for Minsook took over. I wanted everything to end and to go back to how it