I hate you from the bottom of my heart

Every time I think about you, my heart is being pieced by a dart

You always get me confused

Because of you my heart is now bruised

I know that you’ll never return the feeling

Whenever I think about it I feel like dying

I know that you only see me as a fan

Due to the fact I’m a little girl and you’re a man

You doe-eyed lad

Why do you always make me sad?

I want you out of my sight

Then again, I know its not right

You never fail to make me cry

I don’t even know the reason why

There are times I wanna forget you

But I know deep inside, that I can’t do

No matter how hard I try to yell your name

I know I’ll never win this game

Is this as far as I can get?

I’ll put my life on a bet

I can’t explain what I feel

Is this even for real?

Is this all I can be? (A fan)

I hope one day you’ll see

Why did I let myself fall in this pit of pain?

I think I’m going insane

How did I get in this situation?

Being with you is only a fiction?

Wanting to hold you, wanting you near

I hope someday you’ll hear

The nonstop shouting of my already painful heart

While we’re apart

Hey little Chinese deer

I wanna shout something in your ear

“I love you” and its not the typical fan love

I see you an angel sent from above

No matter how much I say “I hate you”

Deep inside my heart is shouting “I love you”

My feelings for you keep growing

I don’t know when they’re stopping

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