(SeHun Version)

1. My name is Oh Sehun, ever since I was bron until I realized this world, there's only one thing in my mind. His name is Luhan, my neighbor and he's older than me by four years, he likes chocolate and I like him the most

2. I always hold his hands, playing with him, nwhen I'm old enough to eat normal food, I steal his chocolate. I wanna take all of it, that black sweet thing that he loves the most, I want to have his attention more than that thing.

3. I know how to walk before talking, my 1st step was to him.
Even my 1st time was not like any normal kid calls "Mama" I called his name "Hanhan". Everytime I call him, he'd always  holds my face for a kiss and compliments me have a very sweet mouth, I can only feel the sweetness of his lips.

4. The year he started school, he couldn't stay home and play with me, when I open my eyes I'd ask my mom "Where's Hanhan?". My mom told me Hanhan has gone to school and can't stay home with me forever. I could only understand the part "Can't stay home with me forever" means I'll never see him again, I cried, hard.

5. I waited at home for him, mom said he'll play with me after school, so I was being a good kid, eating kid's food and wait for him. I even brought his favourite chocolate on my hands, if he comes home, we could share, maybe he'll kiss me and praises me. Hanhan, come home soon.


6. He didn't come home, I waited until the chocolate on my hands melted, he doesn't need me anymore. I planned to stand up, opened the door and I'll never remember him but he was back and smiled with me so shinely. I've waited for him for so long but he didn't remember me, his eyes were on the chocolate which has melted on my hand, I don't want to let him hold my hands anymore. I was the one who supposed to cry but HE cried, maybe because I'm a good guy so I called his name "Hanhan" I even kissed him. Wiped all of his tears away and smiled again.

7. I'm in 1st grade and in the same school with him. He walked to school but never paid attention to the road, he scares me a lot. I thought of a punishment for him, from then on if anyone go home without the other will be punished.

8. I really wanted to punish him, he must be punished, the school gate has closed but he didn't come. But I promised to wait for him, even if it turns dark, I won't come home until I see him. But he came, running towards me and yelled out my name, I angrily said "You're late, punish" I held his face in my palms and kiss him. I just need him to endure the punishment, I don't care how many times he comes late, I'll wait.

9. Luhan entered middle school, we are not in the same school, but our schools were closed, we still kept our promises. Hanhan wouldn't grow up, but me, I'm getting taller by drinking 3 cups of milk/day, I must be taller than him to protect him.

10. He was in 9th grade, I'm in 4th grade, Luhan had to take a lot of tutoring. Mom said he would be tired from studying so I shouldn't bother himm but I missed him, I snuck away to give him chocolate. I realized these chocolates are really good, it will help him to have more energy and I can also eat it from his mouth. It feels especially good on his lips