I stared at the dark ceiling hoping for answers. Often I would lay awake at night wondering whether I was good enough .Was I a good enough singer. Was I a good enough hyung to my dongsaengs. Was I a good enough leader for Infinite. 

I would wonder if the things the members said about me during interviews or on shows were true. I mean sure, sometimes I came across as a bit old and tired but that was because I was always busy doing something. While the other members went home to rest I had to spends hours with cheorgraphers or producers making sure our work was perfect. When they finished dance practice I would stay behind with Hoya just to make sure that I wouldn't embarress them on stage. If one of them did something wrong then it was me that got scolded for hours by the CEO saying that I was a bad leader that couldn't control the kids. 

I heard Woohyun shift around in his sleep and let out a soft snore. There was another thing that caused me to lay awake at night, Nam Woohyun. I knew that fans liked to think of us as a couple and at first I had thought it quite strange. however, as time passed I found myself always sitting or standing near him, I felt more secure when he was around and I found my blushing everytime he throw one of his greasy hearts at me. For him it was fanservice that helped with our popularity but for me it was something else. I hated these feelings and so I pushed them away. I had to think of Infinte first!

I finally closed my eyes hoping that nothing would go wrong at tomoorow's interview. Oh if only I knew how much that interview would change my life. 

So hopefully this fic will be good. I will try to upload the first chapter asap but unfortunatly University has a strong chokehold on my time, ok I lie it's becasue I am SUPER lazy but I promise I will upload it. Also should warn you that my spelling is bad so I apologise in advance.

Oh i should probably mention that this will have lots of Woogyu moments with some Yadong. It will also be quite angsty at times and at other times happy. 

Thank you for reading (when I upload) and I will try my best to delight you with my story!