Do you believe in love? I do, but I dont't know if its a good thing or not because I guess When you get to know love your heart aches. "You just had to meet me when I was at rock bottom" .....
Good morning! Hi my name is Han Ji Min 17 years old attending Seoul high. I'm counting each day dowm before graduation, 95 days too go. I sure can tell you how glad I am to finish school and start to look for a good paying job. Not for myself but for my grandma. The only person I would give up my life for. I want to provide for her, give her a better home a better life but most important happiness. "Hmmm" -sigh ...The only thing I would miss about high school is seeing Yong Tae Yong face, that handsome face. You can say I had the biggest crush on him through out high school year only if he can just see me as more then a friend -sight .......
"10 mintues before class start" First in class as usual, I got my book out ready for class. Yong Tae Yong walk in and suddenly my heart skip a beat. Nervous as I am I continue to play calm.
"Han Ji Min?" said Young Tae Young
"Ahh yea" I reply back calmly but deep inside I was jumpping in joy.
"I don't know how to ask you this" he paused before he continued, "ahh sorry if im coming on to you too strong but..." he stood there once again in silence, "ummmm are you busy tonight?" asked Yong Tae Yong
Wow is he trying to ask me out as I thought to myself "Um no" I reply back
"Do you want to go for a stroll at the park tonight?" asked Yong Tae Yong
"Ah yea" I say nervously trying to answer his question short and fast without him noticing me blushing.
"Bell Rang" Class had started. Yong Tae Yong return to his seat while the other students enter the classroom. I couldn't stop smiling to myself.
After school I rush home, ran-sack my closet to find one decent outfit. After dinner I walk over to the park and there he was sitting on the the bench with his eyes close. For some reason I can see it in his face that hes over-whelmed with thoughts. I made my way toward him and sat by his side just admiring his face structure.
"Do you mind if we just sit here for a bit?" he says with his eyes still closed tight.
I nodded, "Yeah." we continued to sit in silence. I can feel him inching closer toward me leaning his head on my shoulder. As nervous as I felt I couldn't push him away, a million thoughts ran across my mind..
" Should I hold him, should I express everything, is this the right time? I'm going to take that risk " as I thought to myself. As I got my mind straight, second of telling him how I felt. Yong Tae Yong sat up grab both of my hands and look me in my eyes and said ..... "You might think im crazy after this but I have to let you know how I feel. The thought of us graduating school going seprate ways been on my mind. I'm scared, scared of losing you when we didn't even start yet"
At that moment it felt like the world just froze it was just him and I. I didn't know what to say I was speechless. He suddenly hug me and whispered "You don't have to say anything. I didnt want to have that regret of letting you slip away" Song playing SE7EN -LaLaLa
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