-L.Joe's POV-

That bastard is so lucky

He gets to be with her 

Hold her hand while i cant

Kiss her when i cant 

Live together when i have to live with my sister 

Be with her everywhere she goes 

Why cant i do that? 

Right...

Because i didnt confess to her

Im such an idiot

Why didnt i love her from the beginning when i loved her before she left? 

Then she wouldve been mine and no one else 

"I know what you are thinking L.Joe..." CAP hyung said who was next to me 

"What?" i asked 

"You are thinking about Jae huh? How you want to beat that guy up for being first" he said 

I couldnt lie...it was true so i just nodded 

"Its alright bro...its not your fault...you loved her too late but im sure you can still get her back" 

"I hope so..but the way they are already interacting seems so close...i can never break them apart" i said 

"Plus! She thinks im with Hyuna...theres no way she will love me back like i do" i added 

"Tell her the truth that you are not dating her then..that might help" he said 

"You dont get it hyung..I already saw her and him kissing...they are already having skinships...it angers me that the guy is not me with her" i had tears forming

"That doesnt mean anything...of course they are boyfriends and girlfriends...theres suppose to be lots of kissing and skinships" 

"When i wished for her to come back...i didnt think she will come back with a boyfriend...i thought i would have a chance to confess" 

"Dont worry...just take your time on having to talk with her alone..." CAP hyung patted me in the back 

"Thanks hyung" 

I trust CAP hyung more than anyone..he was like a brother to me

The BEST brother ever 

"Go...before its too late...i already saw Jae alone watching the guys play DDR..i think Donghyun is with his friends" hyung said 

"Arasso..." i said

I stood up and went to the game room and went next to Jae

"It sure is a y DDR..Beckah unnie is bad" she shook her head

"Jae..can we talk alone?" I asked without even looking at her 

"Sure" 

I took her hand and dragged her up to the rooftop even though she already came up here with that bastard 

"So what did you want to talk about?" she asked as she looked me 

She has turned absolutely beautiful...made me even love her more 

"You look beautiful" i said with a smile 

"Is that all you have to say? You could've just said that when we were in the same room with the guys" she said 

"Thats not all...i have something to say" i turned serious

She became silent as she was waiting for what i was saying

I took a deep breath and started to speak 

"I like you..ani...i love you ever since..i was too late on how i realized i love you..but you had to leave me" i finally said 

Her eyes widened

I knew it...

She didnt have feelings for me no more like she did for me in middle school...

"You dont have to say anything...i know you have a boyfriend..i wanted to tell you to get it off my chest" i said as i left her 

But she took my wrist and spin me around

Did i expect a kiss from her?

Ani...

Except...i got a sad face from her 

"Miahne L.Joe...i dont have the same feelings as i did in middle school..that was way too long ago.." she said 

"Arrayo..." i nodded 

"But... i have to tell you something..and you are the first person to know out of everyone else in this house..i was going to announce it in a few weeks" she let go of my wrist 

"What is it?" i asked

Right when she said those words...it completely broke my heart so badly...

It was for sure i did not have a chance with her

Those three words were stuck in my head as i was spaced out right when she said it

What is it?

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"Im getting married"

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released the secret! keke...r u guys mad at meh? i couldnt break my Donghyun's heart...hes also my bias...and i didnt want to break L.Joe's heart either..but i had to...but ive been writin lots of L.Joe fic..so its okay rite? Let Donghyun have a chance? hehe...