Siwon's known for all the skinship he does with his bandmates, but with girls, he acts the opposite - he's hesitant. Even when you started going out with him, he almost never did skinship with you, except for hugging. It took weeks or maybe over a month for you to hold hands, and even longer until your first kiss with him. But once he was comfortable, he couldn't keep his hands off of you. He always held your hand or had his arm around your shoulders while walking. He always back hugged you and kissed your cheek or neck. He'd leave his hands wrapped around your waist and you'd lean back against his chiseled chest. On some days when you felt like you needed space, you'd push him off and he'd leave you alone. But most of the time, you liked him touching you. It was never inappropriate touching, just an innocent gesture of affection. It was the comforting and reassuring feeling that he was always by your side.  No matter how many times he told you he'd never leave you, knowing he was physically next to you, made you happy and confident that you'd be with Siwon for a long time. ~