THE BEGINNING ARON: Why did god make me this way is it just so his people can hate me? Not long ago I a man fell in love with another man. At first I didn't know what was happening it was all so confusing. Until I question my self why I looked at him the way I did why my heart pounded harder when he was around. I could only come up with one answer I was in love an I was gay. At first I tried to deny it and keep my distance but my love just grew stronger for him. I finally accepted myself and was left with one question 'did he love me too?'