I still remember that time, the time when me and him be together…I love him so much but that time I just don’t feel like it to have him around me maybe because I don’t really want anyone know that he is my boyfriend?? Well,don’t get it wrong he is beautiful before but he always hides it with the thick glasses that he wears every time…

                But now,when I look at him, I don’t even have to look around to find him because he just standing there all with his gorgeousness and his beautiful face make him look so dazzling in the middle of the crowd and busy afternoon after the class…There is no need for me to look around to find him because it’s just like there is a spotlight come to him and make him so stand out in the crowd in my eyes…

I want to greet him maybe say hello or something as I watch him busy carry his book and I want to help him to with that but someone just make a first move as he grab his hand and pull him out of the sea of student…

“Oh!!Hey!!Hoya…”Woohyun greets and smiles,his arm carrying his boyfriend book

“Hi,Woohyun…”I smile back at him and look at his boyfriend who is my ex-boyfriend now

“Well,forget to introduce you,this is Kim Sunggyu,my boyfriend…”Woohyun says as he introduce Sunggyu

I just smile at him the bitter one and Sunggyu just smile back because no one know about me and Sunggyu used to dating as we just keep it as a secret…Maybe I am really a fool before because now Sunggyu is even more beautiful than before his now red hair which is I assume he dyed it because that Woohyun favorite color but that’s so perfect at him and his kissable plump pink lips that I use to kiss before and that perfect milky white skin which is so smooth and soft also that adorable eye smile…

Before it was belong to me but now as I see Woohyun waves goodbye at me and walk away with his-now-boyfriend…I gritted my teeth because I never know that it will be hurt this bad seeing your ex-boyfriend with someone else…

I admit it that I such an idiot before why in the earth I ever think let go of him?? Suddenly someone tap my back and I turn around just being greeted by Dongwoo who smiles to me

“What’s wrong with that stare??You still can’t get over him??”Dongwoo asks

He is the only one who knows about me and Sunggyu used to date before because he is my best friend…

“I just don’t know that will be this hurt seeing your ex-lover with someone else…”I say

“Don’t be a selfish,Hoya… You are the one who dump him and Sunggyu is kind enough to forgive you to just break up with him without any reason and he deserves an happiness you know…”Dongwoo says

We start to walk from our locker and head out to the cafeteria in our school… I know I am the one who let him go but now I want him back to me and to my arm…

“Forget about it!!He is happy I told you,you should let him go…”Dongwoo says as if he reads my mind

“How do you know that I want him back…I ever know that he is so precious until I see him with Woohyun…”I say

“Lee Howon,you are the one who dump him just because you don’t wanthim around you anymore,just because you choose a popularity over your own boyfriend… You guys is dating almost 2 years and then when we go to high school,you choose a popularity...”Dongwoo says

“I know that but he is not a nerd and also he is now popular so that’s mean we can go back together without hide our relationship anymore…”I say

Dongwoo just shakes his head and sighs

“What??Do I say something wrong??”I ask

“Yes,you are such an idiot if you still love him,why you let him go?? He is happy with Woohyun because he is not you,Hoya…”Dongwoo says

“What do you mean by that??”I ask and frown with the statement Dongwoo just said

“Woohyun is go public person and everyone already knows that they are dating when Sunggyu still a nerd… Sunggyu changes himself because he wants to not because of Woohyun…”Dongwoo says

“So are you mean that Woohyun is better than me…”I say

“In this matter yes…He doesn’t mind about his boyfriend appearance unlike you before,you are too a shame with Sunggyu until you guys hide your relationship…”Dongwoo says

There is something in my brain that scream about Dongwoo being a true one but on the other side I want to talk to Sunggyu again I believe he still love me and then he will break up with Woohyun and back to me…

After School I decide to go to Sunggy’s house and there I see the screen I don’t want to see,I see Woohyun kiss ‘MY’ Sunggyu and I don’t like that even a bit, I know that Sunggyu also kiss him back but I still don’t like it…When Woohyun finally go and Sunggyu turn around to go to his house I quickly grab his wrist ,make him turn around…

“H-HOYa??What are you doing in here??”Sunggyu asks

“What was that Kim Sunggyu??Why do you let him kiss you like that?”I ask not letting go his wrist

“Because he is my boyfriend now…”Sunggyu says as the matter of fact

“I don’t like it break up with him and please give me one more chance to be with you…I still love you…”I plead

Sunggyu looks at me and bite his lips and then he shakes his head as the answer… I feel the anger start to bubble in my stomach because his answer…

“Why not??”I ask

“Because I don’t love you anymore and because I’m happy,Hoya… I’m really happy now please just let me go I know you don’t love me anymore and this is just an obsession of you…You just don’t like it see me with another guy…”Sunggyu says

“No it’s not an obsession and I still love you,Sunggyu…Just please give me a chance… Give me a chance to show you that I love you so much…”I say

“No…Please if you really love me just let me go,I love Woohyun and I’m happy with him…I don’t love you anymore and I already move on from you…”Sunggyu says firmly

I feel weak when I hear he said that to me and I’m letting go his wrist as he smiles at me showing me his eye smile…

“I hope the best for you,Hoya…I hope we can still be friend…”Sunggyu says before he walks away from me and enters his house

I know that I am the one at fault in here,I’m the one who let Sunggyu go and this the consequences for my idiot decision and I regret it so much if only I can turn back time I won’t let him go and now I also know that there is no chance for me to have him back with me…

A/N : I dont even know what i just write I'm so sorry i think i'm not good writing angst at all...Lol... If i have a time i would love to make a pre-sequel for this about how Woohyun get together and if you guys want to...

By the way,Happy birthday for our lovely Woohyun oppa!!Sorry for late update and birthday greet being busy lately with college

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