Bound by his hypnotizing gaze I felt as though he was consuming all of my energy.

But before he could take all my strength to leave, somehow I summed up the energy to break free and walk away.

Forward is all I could think to do, moving up towards my safe haven.

Picking up my pace before I suffocate from this clouded judgment, I burst through the roof door letting the scent of fresh air fill my lungs.

As I walked out towards the view I couldn't help but peer out at the city lights.

Not trusting myself, I had to lean onto the ledge to catch my balance.

How could I slip?

My vision started to blur by the buildup of emotions forming at my eyes.

But they became freed as the cool breeze caressed my face.

Without any shame, I allowed them to flow freely as the cool breeze continued to brush by me.

Feeling light headed from the aching memories I sat onto the ledge letting my legs hang over.

Just this once, I’m permitting myself to think about him just one last time, letting this heart of mine to sink into the depths of misery

“Minzy...,” whispered the last yet the only voice I wanted to hear

Not knowing what to say from shamelessly weeping over him I quietly anticipated what he had to say.

“Is everything okay,” he asked as he approached me.

I couldn’t help but grin at him playing stupid with me, “I’m okay. I just needed some fresh air.”

His approach was so predictable, but I avoided his side hug that always made things alright.

Turning around I jumped to the ground in one motion and began to walk away ignoring his presence. But before I could pass by, he gripped onto my wrist making me come to an abrupt halt. His grasp sent shocks of electricity throughout my body. But I couldn’t let myself enjoy this moment, because I knew his intensions behind his grasp.

“Minzy are you really okay,” he spoke softly with what seemed like concern in his voice.

Shaking off the thought, “Please…” was all that could escape my lips.

Gently he tilted my head to look him in the eyes, “Please… what?”

Seeing the worry in his eyes I sighed as I forced a fake grin, “Please…let me go.”

As he released me from his grip my wrist continued to burn with the sensation of his touch.

“Minzy we talked about this didn’t we…” he began his old man lecture.

“I know, I know and time and time again don’t I always tell you that I wanted to find someone like you. It’s not you that I want,” I waved him off as I started to walk away again.

“Are you sure, by the way you’re acting it says otherwise,” he called after me.

It felt as if it was a blow to the stomach as I paused from the impact, “Then let me to continue to act like this until I can also believe in those words.”

“But…”

“Just let me continue to act like this until I can find someone like you to replace you in this heart of mine,” I burst with so much heartbreak in my voice and glared at him.

Before he could react to my confession, I ran out not wanting him to see the tears of heartbreak fall. Running as fast as I could to leave him and the memories behind. It was all I could think of doing, knowing all too well that this heart of mine was yearning for Se7en.

Author's Notes:

Hope you enjoyed it! I wrote this after watching YG family on strong heart and the host brought up Se7en being Minzy's ideal type...do you know what I'm talking about? this is basically the after math of it all. anywho, thanks for reading!!!