You ran with no directions in your mind. Tears were bursted from your beautiful eyes. You just wanted to run away from the devil him but his voice was loudly haunted in your brain. 

'...you are just my stupid toy! Don’t even think about running to find any boys because they don't want to own a donated doll like you!' 

He was so cruel. How dare he could spat these evil words on you in front of everyone who visited the Christmas party? You ran until your heart was hurt and your nose was cut by the ice cold breeze that you inhaled. Your knees were folded automatically and made your body collapsed to the ground. You sobbed hard. It was unbelievable that he was once your boyfriend. He was the player, the liar, the cheater, and the bad and all the things that you hated but never thought that it was your boyfriend to rule them all. You cried for your wasting time, for the evil he did to you, and for your stupidness. It was the night before merry Christmas. You did not suppose to be here. You wished you would like to disappear with a guy, a perfect guy like a prince on his white horse, came and rescued you. 

'Don’t even think about running to find any boys because they don't want to own a donated doll like you!'

That harsh voice haunted you again. You pressed your palms on your ears and faced down on your knees and sobbed.  You could feel a hard pace trampled on the floor near you. Why did he follow you here again? What else did he want to take from you? 

"Go away!!! Or if you aren't satisfied enough, kill me then, you murderer!!!" You yelled at the pace. It worked. It suddenly stopped trampling. You exploded the tears over and over again.

"Hey! What’s wrong with you?" a deep husky voice alarmed so close to your ear. A hand of the voice's owner touched on your back lightly and surprisingly sent some heat through your body. You faced up and looked at the guy. The sheer layer of tear could not hide his gorgeousness from your eyes. A y tanned skin child of god with the reindeer headband was sitting on his heels right next to you. He was close enough to kiss you now and it made your heart was beating hurtfully. 

Why it's not him to love me. You thought to yourself as you saw his luminous face shining under the bright moonlight of Christmas Eve’s night.  His nice jaw was hung open in shock as he saw your tearful face.

"I-ah... I’m sorry. I don't know that you uh..." he felt guilt moving in his chest. If he knew you were crying, he would not interrupt you with such childish trampling like that. He thought you were sleeping so he tried to wake you up playfully.

"Uh...that's okay. I’m alright now." you had a flash of smile at him, wiped your damp face reluctantly. He always kept his eyes on noticing you a while before reaching his hand out and placed his wrist covering with long sleeve to wipe off your tears. You startled on what he did to you.  

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"_______, this is Kai. He is our little brother here. Kai, this is _______ my girl." Kris, your boyfriend, introduced his friend and you to each other. 

"Hi" Kai and you said at once. "Nice to meet you." Kai won the greeting quote first. He smiled the most beautiful smile to you. "Nice to meet you too, Kai." you must confess that it was pleasure to meet him because you fell for him right at that time.

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Yes, you knew each other before but never get this close together. Just exchanged a smile and greeted to each other, which was it. He was so cute and nice. But once he popped up and took care you like your were his own girl, you surrendered to him more.

"I just thought that your face can't be dried by your hands." he smiled embarrassingly to you when his eyes met yours by chance. He bit his bottom lips and lowered his wrist shyly. He looked like a little baby in mature disguise.

"I know how it hurts. It feels like you are dying, right?" he looked at the end of his sleeve that was wet by your tears.

"Yes. How do you know?" you leaned your head against the wall.

"I saw how he did to you... and I can touch something in your eyes. Something I can't explain." he gave the melting gaze directly to you. His handsome appearance weakened your body. Your feeling was mixed between 'love him now' and 'or regret it later'.

"Thank you for your sleeve anyway, Kai" you lowered your sight to the ground, refused to meet his gaze longer so that you could not breathe properly. You called his stage name as he was introduced in front of you. You knew that he preferred people to call his stage name more that his real name.

"With pleasure, but please call me Jongin." he stood up towering you. His hand was reached out for you altogether with his smile. Your heart raced with the permission.

"Thank you Jongin." you looked at his fine palm that was welcoming yours to lie on. You made the decision whether to grab it or not. You just passed the worst experience with devil Kris so you did not want to engage yourself with any guy who could cause the heart-breakable moment to you any time, but it was irresistible with this one. Jongin was so alluring than others you had met. He was like a magnet, a perfect magnet ever. You inspected his eyes long so you handed out your smaller hand to him but before you reached to his hand, he grabbed yours and pulled you to stand up suddenly. His strength threw you off to him right on his chest as he grabbed you by the arms. You found yourself was as tall as his shoulder. It was the perfect height of a guy should fit in. Kris was too towering and you did not like how he made you so tiny at all. 

"Are you okay?" he pulled you out to check if there was any flaw he made. His eyes wandered all over your face, detecting an unusual sign but you never let him in your eyes.

"I’m okay. I just...uh nothing." you lied to him. Your cheeks went hot right now and your heart was throbbing like crazy like they all wanted to charge you.

"Okay, then let's go." he interlaced his fingers to yours and led your way back to the party hall where Kris just pushed you away. 

"I think I shouldn't go back there." you tried to shake your hand off Jongin's but he tightened it like never let you go. He turned around and captured your eyes with his beautiful ones.

"Come with me and afraid of nothing. No one can harm you." his eyes tensed up as he pulled you to come with him.

"I’m not afraid but I just don't want to meet someone." you frowned as a drop of tear fell down. Jongin's heart sank by your tear. 

Why did Kris do to her like this? she did not deserve any evil things at all and even the devil of the hell like you! Jongin gritted his teeth. He swallowed the curse to his brother back. He turned to face you with full scale of his appearance. You looked up and your tear was streaming down. Jongin touched it away by his sleeve for you. He cupped both of your arms and bent down to your level.

"I’m asking for you to trust me. I promise none can hurt you when you are with me. I just want to make you dance and smile like once you are." he touched both corners of your lips before lifting it up and your lips curved into a smile. "Can you do this for me?" he smiled to you gently that you could feel his warmth. You nodded. "Thank you, so let's dance and have fun." 

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Jongin guided your way through the crowd to the center of the party under the spotlights. He began swaying his body along the rhythm of dance music like a pro. People cleared your way and looked at you. Some greeted at Jongin, some looked at your locked hands and gossiping to each other. 

'look at the wasted doll', 

'why does kai take her here?', 

'i think he just plays with her for just one night', 

'she's just a toy for him, you bet!'

Jongin heard them talking and frowned. He turned around to check if you were still okay. You smiled to him like you were deaf. He smiled back to you, so captivating, and let go of your hand to wrap his arm around your waist instead and attached you together with him.

"Please don't care anything or any words. One and only thing you have to care about is that you come with me and we are gonna rock this Christmas Eve’s night together." he whispered. His warm breath blew your ear ily caused your knees to limp.

"Okay..." you whispered silently to his chest. You never knew before that he was such a y and nice guy. In your eyes he was nice but always silent and cold like the iceberg. The beat was getting hotter and faster when you two reached the dance floor. Jongin turned to you with his meaning eyes. He lowered down his hand to your curvy hips with his devil smirk.

"You know what to do, huh?" he melted you again by his y whisper. Your adrenaline was run through your entire body like you were pumped by the electric shock. You then swayed the iest dance in his arm. No fear, no pain, no worry to care about; just released you out and danced with him. Jongin looked at you in amazement. He never saw your y side this close. Your fire red hot pantsuit that fit every inch of your curvy line under the white trench coat was shown. Your s, your waist, your hips, and your move were so attractive. Jongin gasped. Guys were drawn from their seats to witness your y dance. Jongin's flawless face felt a little hot when he saw many pairs of hungry, yet admiring, eyes looked at you. He hated it but the show was going on. He flew around you with his skill of y dance that drew tons of party girls there too. You could not deny that he became a y child of god when he danced. While you were surprising with his gorgeousness, it was time to end the show. Jongin flew to you and grabbed your waist, guiding you out of the crowds suddenly. He sparked you up so he should extinguish you. He took you to the corner of the party hall where a large Christmas tree was decorated. You two were laughing like crazy.

"It’s crazy!!" you burst into laugh like you were out of your mind.

"And y too." Jongin stopped laughing and stared at the same lively you. As his laughter was faded away, you also stopped laughing and turned to him. Your eyes were locked to his accidentally. His y melting eyes were so captivated. Jongin pulled your waist closer till your chin touch his chest.

"What do you wish this Christmas?" he asked you up.

"I...don't know yet. Maybe...I just..." ...wish to have you, Jongin. Your heart already shouted to your ears but you bit your lip, could not speak it out. Suddenly, Jongin cupped your face and drank your lips with his kiss. You were shocked up by the heat and sweetness of his lips. It was the most irresistible kiss you had found from a guy. Your knees were melted. You could fall to the ground if he did not lock you in his arms. 

It was Jongin. My only wish is you, Jongin. Your mind repeated it over and over again.

"I’m sorry to take it from you but we are standing under the mistletoe, now." you looked up above and found the mistletoe with a red bow hanging over your heads. Besides the mistletoe, you saw Jongin was looking at you in his angel smile. You did not understand, at all, why he was so cute and damn hot in the same time.

"That’s true. But she is mine. You can't hold her or kiss her like that! Kai!" Kris came up and saw your love scene with Jongin from the start. He followed you two from the dance floor. His face was as fierce as a wolf, ready to rip his prey with his fangs now. He faced Jongin who was so small comparing to his height. Kris tried to snap you with him but Jongin was quicker, he pulled you to hide behind his back.

"Why you are so sure that she's yours, hyung?" Jongin smiled lively to his godlike brother.

"Because she's mine from the start." Kris was upset on his brother that he kissed you.

"I don't think she is yours because I’ve just found her outside the hall. She was my Christmas gift from Santa Claus. By the way, if she was yours, why is she with me now?" Jongin innocently asked Kris back. He intertwined his hand to yours and rubbed it with his thumb.

"I think we can talk ______. I apologized for what I’ve done to you. I didn't mean to push you away." Kris talked to you instead. He was jealous seeing you were with another guy, plus kissing him. The godlike human was pledging you to come to his arm. Jongin also looked at your reaction in worry. He was afraid if you would go to Kris and be hurt again. He did not want such a peril happened to you.

"It’s too late Kris! Please don't say you apologize for those evils you have done to me, because it's not enough!!" you raised your voice but there were only three of you could hear it because of the loud beat of music that filled the ambience. Jongin squeezed your hand to calm you down.

"I’m sorry, Jongin. I love your kiss but I have to go. I don't want to see him this now" you pulled your hand out from Jongin's when he was careless of holding it. You ran away out of the hall. Jongin and Kris tried to shout your name but you never turned around.

"Hyung, I’m sorry. I wish I have ______ and she is my best gift ever." Jongin strode to Kris and punched on his handsome face to the other side. His strength of the hit caused his bracelet flew out from his wrist. Kris fell to the ground with frighten. "This is for ______. Merry Christmas Kris." Jongin flicked his hand which once formed into a fist and ran away in your direction.

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Jongin spotted you standing on the steps of the hall's porch, crying your heart out. Your white trench was gone, leaving you almost in that hot pantsuit. He suddenly took off his coat and ran to cover your body out of those guys' sights and pulled you onto his warm embrace. Your limp body was collapsed in his arms while you were still sobbing so he sat on a step carefully and settled you to sit on the concrete between his legs. 

"I’m sorry to take you back there again." Jongin hugged you. He hoped at least he could absorb your pain with him. 

"That’s okay, jongin. At least, I’m really happy to be with you. Anyway, I’m...I’m sorry to leave you there too." you sniffed and shivered on Jongin's chest.

"Where did you lose your trench?" he asked. His eyebrows were tied in a knot in seriousness.

"My trench? Oh... I don't know it too. I just noticed it right now. Where is my trench?" your red and bruised eyes looked at him in wondering.

"I thought you lost it on the way you ran out from the hall." he caressed your small back in supporting way.

"Oh, It was the best Christmas gift I ever had from my sister." your palm covered on your face, deploring the white beautiful trench coat.

"...could it be me?" Jongin reluctantly spoke up. You immediately looked up at him. Your eyes rounded wide as he look down at you. "uh... could it be me to be the best Christmas gift you've ever had then?" you shocked that you never thought your wish came true and he also shocked to ask you right away but it was his real feeling towards you. He pouted when you said nothing.

"Wa-wait a minute" you pulled yourself out of his embrace and ran away with his coat. Jongin began to panic. He hurt himself with his own blunt tongue. He bit his bottom lip hard in order to punish himself that slipped those words without thinking.  A few minutes later, you reappeared with his oversized coat in front of Jongin. When he looked up at you with a smile that shook your heart, you sat down in front of him and smiled back to him. 

"Where did you go? I was so worried, you know?" he asked up, longing to touch you but afraid it would make you run away from him again.

"I left to find the answer of what I wish this Christmas." you showed the mistletoe that you stole from the party hall to him. Jongin looked at it confusingly. 

"You wish for mistletoe?!" he asked you with unbelievable expression. He did not expect that you loved the mistletoe this much.

"Since you can't guess it so I’ll give you the answer now." you stood up on the highest step to make you taller than Jongin and hovered the mistletoe over his head. Then you bent down to plant a merry kiss on his lips. He got you in his hug tightly, surprised by what you did. The bell rang when it was 12 o'clock in the mid of the night. You both looked at the clock tower. It was Christmas' day now. 

"Merry Christmas, Jongin." you blessed him merrily as the jingle bell song was played to fill the ambience.

"Merry Christmas, _______, my best Christmas gift ever." Jongin leaned forward to give a sweet kiss to you again, braver and longer.