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Year 2005

 

Your POV

 

i panted rushing to the bus stop , my heart throbbing , tears occassionaly falling from my eyes in unison with the cold raindrops that were falling from the dim sky

 

there i was catching my breathe , on my knees.. Watching my love go, through the window pane , the one that was with me since my diaper days, not even a single word from him , one day he was there making your heart skip beats , then one day he's not .. He left , he left me , these questions started rushing through my mind

 

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It was nearly 8 years now since the boy you loved from the deepest core of your heart , left you

 

you finished college having this thing inside your chest

 

the only thing you had left was this audio file of him singing , it was glorious that you couldn't help your eyes from tearing up everytime you listen to it

 

you tried everything to ease the pain but none of it was working, you tried seeking help from your parents since they were friends with his parents, you tried dating boys but it was no help , he was no where to find .. It was killing you

 

You talked to the moon almost every night

"Can you believe that it's been 8 years?" you thought to yourself then yawned

you were taken aback by staring at the clock almost striking 12am , you closed your eyes and unconsciously fell asleep

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/krrrrring!!! Krrrrring!!!!!! Krring!!!!/

a loud sound of your calling tone rang like having someone shout directly at your eardrums

 

you answered the call and it was your best friend

"yah!!!!!!!! it's like only 7am on a saturday , what do you need ?!?!" you said with a hint of annoyance

 

"I have front row tickets for this Kpop Concert given by my Boss , come on you're coming with me!!"

 

you thought as you shook your head because you only know 2 Kpop groups

only "Super Junior" and "Exo K"  you didn't stan them you don't even know their songs.

"aish why so last minute!!! Fine fine i'll come" you said then hung up

 

you wore the daisy duck shirt given by Lu Han it kind of didn't fit you but you didn't insist because you needed a small shirt since it will be really sweaty inside the concert area.

 

your best friend picked you up at 2:30  

you waited in line for 3 hrs , you were so annoyed with the crowed , the heat the atmosphere.. Well pretty much with everything that you almost punched your best friend

 

"stop punching me bc this will be worth it in the end" she winked

 

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"Phew atlast those stupid bouncers opened the gates " i said with my eyes beaming with hope

 

i got a good spot the stage was so near like just some meters away.

 

there were various groups who performed and i knew no one out of those 4 who performed

 

but to be honest i'm starting to enjoy this concert , it wasn't as lame as i expected it to be.

 

My legs started to feel numb so i rested for awhile and sat on the floor since there were no chairs.

 

as i rested, people started to scream, different from all the support those other 4 groups got

 

"Wow this group must be really famous" i stood up to take a look at what's happening

 

Well it was Exo K who performed something like "I need u en u want me " as its lyrics or smth

 

well i fangirled a bit bc they were the only group i know

 

as i watched them , i realized that they were more than six , i was shocked bc it was only now that i realized that they were 12

 

i quickly asked my best friend who was literally dying..

"Yah!! I thought Exo was just composed of 6 members " i tried to keep my voice as loud as i could bc the crowd was really taking over

 

"Babo!!! Exo is composed of 2 groups K and M , M is the mandarin counterpart of K .. But they are one" she said

 

"what ? One? Wat?" i questioned but she didn't answer me and went back to breaking

 

i wasn't paying attention because my eyes were almost shutting down i sat again as i recharged my body

 

they sang alot of songs

as i stood up once again , they were only 4 on stage , i scanned them as they started singing Open Arms

"Finally an English song.. "

 

"Lying Beside you here in the dark , feeling your heartbeat with mine , Softly you whisper you whisper you're so sincere , How could our love be so blind"

 

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You were having a wonderful night having your head on his chest , hearing his heartbeat under the tree

 

the stars were beaming so brightly

 

"Yah ----!~ see that moon?" Luhan said

 

"Ne!! " you said brightly

"Well that moon, he is our  bestfriend .. If you miss me you should talk to him, because He will be our connection when we parted" he said

 

"Yah you dork!! We will never be apart , we will be together until the end" you blushed because he was being to cheesy

 

"Okay okay we will be together until the end " as he went closer to you and  Kissed you

 

you felt butterflies and goosebumps

it felt like it's your first kiss everytime he kisses you , you fell in love with him all over again everytime he places his lips on yours

 

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Tears started to fall off as you saw Lu Han singing. your heart beating so fast , it felt like the whole world stopped before you and him , all these thoughts went to you, all the dying memories were restored

 

he didn't change at all. His voice was still as Angelic as it was in that audio file, His eyes were still as perfect as ever , that it feels like Milky way everytime you looked at it

 

"We sailed on together we drifted apart , and here you are by my side" ((Luhan's part))

 

that line strucked you , as you looked at luhan , You were sobbing shamelessly but you didn't care

 

The Song was just perfect for the situation

You were leaking throughout the whole song, all the memories went back to you

 

"and now that you've comeback turn night into day, i need you to stay........ "

 

there was Luhan's voice again , you couldn't help but cry

 

He looked at you , seems like he was taken aback , he stared at your shirt , he moved closer to where you were

 

you covered your face who was filled with tears

 

He pulled up something behind his pocket and It was a rose he handed it over to you as tears were still falling from your numb eyes , all the fans’ attentions went to you they were glaring at you

 

 

you grabbed it and ran away because the pain was getting worse as you looked at him from that stage , you needed air

 

"hoping you'll see what your love means to me .. open arms"

 

the song ended while you were running ,you went outside the venue

 

that moment felt just like how you rushed to the bus stop to catch Luhan 8 years ago , Your heart throbbed , it was like de ja vu

 

You cried feeling like your eyeballs will come out anytime soon , tears falling on the rose that you held

 

you felt heat as someone hugged you from the back.. you felt like you floated , His tears watered your clothing , hugging you tightly

 

as he said "The moon did a good job to help me find my way back to you "