Never good enough

Inside my dreams
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(Sunhwa POV)

"You've got to eat to grow!" Mom shouts, throwing a sandwich my way.

 

"Alright, alright." I murmur, eating the squished sandwich, with jam oozing out at the sides. 

 

My mom and her food. I'm lucky I'm not obese with the amount of food she forces me to eat.

 

"Every child should eat breakfast, beca-" Mom starts to lecture me on the importance of breakfast, but I stop her.

 

"I gotta go, bye!" I kiss her on her cheek, and walk out of the house while she washes the dishes.

 

As I walk towards Jiyeon's house, I remember her text.

 

"Sunhwaa!~ I have a late night shoot today, and my manager said he'll drop me off tomorrow, So you'll be walking to school by yourself. Sorry!~" 

 

That's what she had sent. Poor Jiyeon. She's always working so much. I start walking faster, hoping to reach school before her so we can atleast walk to class together.

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 I open my locker door, and floods of letters fall to my feet. Sigh. Was this ever going to end? I pick up one of the thinner letters.

 

"You think you can touch our oppa's? Watch your back."

 

Sheesh. I wasn't touching any of their so called oppa's. Like L & Daehyun even knew that they existed. I throw the first one into the garbage, and pick up another.

 

"If you speak to L or Daehyun once more, I will rip all your pubic hair one by one, and then force you to eat them all with my pee."

 

Gross. How in the world were they even coming up with these ideas? I pick up the thickest one out of them all.

 

"You sl*t. If I see you with them once more, I will slit your wrists, feed you cockroaches, get my gang to hurt you, and then....." The list goes on and on, and its so stupid, that it makes me laugh. Really. These fangirls need to stop going crazy. We were just working together. I wonder how much they'll spazz once they realize I'm joining "The Loners". 

 

"What are you looking at?"

 

Uh oh. Not him! I quickly pick up the rest of the letters, and stuff it back into my locker. I pick my bag off the floor, and shut my locker close.

 

"Ani. Nothing." I huff, and then stare at my shoes. Seungho is getting cuter every minute.

 

"Look, I'm really sorry about you and Daehyun being paired up together.....If I could, I'd be your partner." Seungho shyly whispers, even though there is barely anyone in the hallway, to hear us. I instantly break out into a smile. Could Seungho possibly like me?

"I mean, I'd be your partner, because we're good friends, so I feel more comfortable with you.." Seungho ends, looking at me with calm eyes. I guess, it's just a one-sided love after all. My heart starts hurting. Why couldn't my pond prince realize that we were meant to be?

 

"I do too." I lie, clutching onto my binder. I point to the stairways, and motion for him to start walking with me. We walk in silence, and soon its time to part ways.

 

"See you later." Seungho smiles at me, and ruffles my hair. Stop it. Stop making me fall in love with you. I wave to him, and walk towards my class.

 

I can already hear Jiyeon yelling at the girls in the class for ruining my desk. If only she knew it wasn't just the desks that they had ruined. My clothes, personal items, locker, and so much more had become vandalized and stolen all cause of those jerks. If Jiyeon knew even 1/4 of my problem, she'd probably kill every girl in the school.

 

"Sunhwaaa! Your here! Look these girls are going to apologize!" Jiyeon yells, pointing to the two girls on their knees. They were shaking as Jiyeon took out a marker from her bag. Aish. Jiyeon was too scary. 

 

"For what?" I ask, dropping my bag off at my seat.

 

"You know! For writing mean stuff on your desk! Do you remember how long it took to get the marks off?" She bends down to one of the girls, and starts doodling on her face. The girl starts crying as Jiyeon begins to draw a moustache. The other whimpers, waiting for her turn to come.

 

"Sit down everyone! Class is about to start!" Ms. Kahi yells, entering the r

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myungyeon9293
#1
Chapter 35: please update something. i need to see myungsoo hurt like please comenack authornim
tikikabum #2
Chapter 35: i'm still waiting for this story... could you pls update it? ㅠㅠ
jiyeonyesung #3
Chapter 35: please update soon this chapter end was really funny:)
kimaray #4
Chapter 35: Update soon please..
Your story is good.. i love it..
Honestly i got irritated why jiyeon being like this to myungsoo ? Didn't it was too much ? And i'm crying when myungsoo and jiyeonn T_T
Longlast for sundae
Nadyangela #5
Chapter 35: Hello new readers here! Woah this story is daebak :3
Author-nim please update soon and more Sundae moment, i ship them hell bad XD
Please update soon~~~~~~
Hwaiting!!!!!
Oyapple
#6
Chapter 35: haha lol Jiyeon.. I know Myungsoo and Junhyung is harassing your mind, but isn't sending them to jail is a bit harsh? haha.. she is good in acting, why not she be an actress instead of model? hope SunDae will longlasting this time and in the future too.. so, in the future, Jiyeon will be a model, Sunhwa as a photographer, Daehyun as a singer and Myungsoo inherit his father's company..
yeonniestan94 #7
Chapter 35: U go, jiyeon!!! Straight to the face, that myungjerk! Its so refreshing to see jiyeon moving on & letting myungsoo & junhyung see her side.. but sending them to jail is a bit harsh though they kinda deserve it for harassing her...anyways,update soon love it!!
cericeria #8
Chapter 35: good choice, jiyeon! i support u fully. myungsoo has been jerk anyway..so he doesn't deserve u too fast.haha. but pls let them meet again in d future. n myungsoo's only love her without exception. pls update more ^^
parkjiyeon_Lkim #9
Chapter 35: Haha. I think that's too harsh, Jiyeon, but if that was what your mind and heart wants, then I guess it's a good opportunity to escape from those two. Myungsoo kinda like always confused me, maybe because he himself is confused with his true feelings. He likes Jiyeon, but he loves Suzy. He's longing to have Suzy, but he can't live without Jiyeon. It doesn't make sense, really. In my opinion, Jiyeon's soon disappearance would help Myungsoo realize his feelings. Who would he misses more when the two girls he cherishes are both gone? Suzy or Jiyeon? Myungsoo must make his mind and heart up first. Let go of Suzy first before jumping to Jiyeon coz it will hurt Ji to be just a rebound. I admire Junhyung for his persistence, but he should know when to give up. He's becoming irritating now. He acts like an obsessed guy already and I pity him more and more when he pursue his love continuously. As for SunDae, happy relationship for the two of you :) I don't know or maybe I'm just being paranoid or what, but I feel like Daehyun is hiding something. Hm?
xswiftloverx #10
Chapter 35: wow!!! that was extremely mean of jiyeon but it was funny