Autumns were filled with fanfiction reading and drama watching. You learned to gain a deep respect for the idols who devoted their time and efforts to make sure their fans were happy. You knew your idols had a lot to go though and you knew they had trouble sometimes, but you respected them for going through each day, even though they might be tired and fatigued. As you watched dramas, you felt respect for the idols to venture into the field of acting, knowing not everyone can act, but they fit acting into their busy schedules.