Final
What's wrong?"What's wrong?"
It had been weeks, that LJoe came home emotionlessly.Chunji's voice rang in the same tone every 5pm when LJoe came home from his work. It never changed, not even a bit, not before Chunji got an answer for LJoe's changes in attitude. Until the next day, everything remained the same - Chunji sending an emotionless LJoe for work.
Chunji went out to the mall today, he needed to buy something for their anniversary, that was their 4th anniversary in the up coming week. He was pretty excited, to be honest, but thinking of LJoe's emotionless face, his heart sank immediately. He chose a couple bracelet for them, a couple bracelets that craved each other's name, 'It would be nice.' Chunji thought to himself.
He was humming happily down the street after getting the small gift for himself and his boyfriend, with a small big of present in his hand. He was planning to hide that gift until their anniversary came.
Suddenly, he spotted a similar blonde in the crowd, LJoe. He was about to call him out but the smile on his face and his happiness soon vanished when he saw another girl standing beside LJoe. His tears threatened to fall as he dragged his feet backwards and ran back home immediately. That was a scene he never wanted to see, nor hear - that Ljoe was with the girl, hand in hand, and LJoe was smiling brightly and laughing happily with her.
Chunji slammed the door behind him after bringing his heavy steps into the room, and fell down onto his knees. He clenched his fists against his laps and cried, as much as he can. He was crying all his heart and feelings out. He got the answer he always wanted for LJoe's attitude, and it shattered his heart into million pieces painfully, and it drowned him to hell.
As he heard the footsteps and the sound of keys outside the closed door, he got up and dried his tears, forcing a smile towards the man at the door. It wasn't the same anymore, he didn't ask his usual sentence 'what's wrong', and his forced smile didn't fall like it always did.
A week past and that was when Chunji got into an accident and he was seriously injured. He wasn't in the ICU but he was still in coma. LJoe found a note with a small box on the nightstand and he read the note. His tears fell against his slender cheeks when he laid back onto the soft mattress and wished the best for Chunji's health. Bringing his hand to his lips to hold back his sobs, he whispered, "Not on our anniversary, Chanhee-ah.."
"It's our 4th anniversary, Byung! I'm so so so so happy, so happy that you chose me, so happy that we're able to go through many things together, so happy that you're able to trust me, so happy that you actually knew me better than anybody else does, so happy that we've been together for 4 years, so happy that you've let me feel so heart warming and so safe, and so happy that you gave me your love and heart. It has been 4 years, wow, and I love you, so so much that anyone could ever imagined. You're more than anything I could ever ask for, Byung. But I don't think that our relationship goes well these past weeks, so, here's a goodbye, lets break up.
-Love, Chanhee"
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