“i’m here again back to the place where i first met her,

the place where i always see her,

the place where we use to laugh and cry and most of all the only place that reminds me of her,

i continue to walk through the tall grassland to reach this big,tall tree that she even gave a name “giant”,

i started to climb this tree where the tree house i made for her located i can’t help but chuckled when i remember that she used to revenge on me so as a result she force me too made a tree house for her,

i got teary eyes as i saw the stuffed toy that i made during her birthday,even she gave it a cute name tamtam i even engraved the toy's name on it's chest and  "chaera" below it,we are leaving like a real family that time,she really changes me and she affects me a lot,

 i remember i always caught her sleeping here everytime she feels sad”uwaa! such a nice sleep”i remember this line everytime she wokes up,

as i turn my gaze to the left my eyes caught this little ring it’s the ring that i wanted to gave her before she left me,

but i know it’s too late she left me,

and i can’t help but to blame myself i’m all the cause of her tears and sorrow,

everynight i can see her crying face asking for my help but i can’t do anything,

i’ve been threaten,

and i’m ing stupid that i didn’t atleast make a move to help her,

before she left she experience a miserable life and i’m all the cause of it,

i know that it’s too late for me to regret everything,

it won’t change anything i’ve lost her and i know she really hate me till death and i can’t blame her,

holding the toy and the ring with both of my hands i look outside watching sun set and as i look outside all of the memories we shared  strikes me back and i can’t help but to say if only,”

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