“Revelation of Secret”

First time I saw her I thought she was a snob

Typical type of mentor so strict and sharp

But the good thing was she looks so nice

Even at her age still catchy and tight

 

At the outset; I thought I’m going to have a hard time

In dealing with her subject of matter to be discussed

Because upon hearing onto others insight

It was a boring subject and hard to pass

 

But at that time I had a secret of mine

A secret that I’ve take good care of for a long time

It is about with my mentor;

And yes admiration on her even at my first sight

 

Every time that subject of her will come

Friends of mine have same expression in mind

And riding with them is what I’ve done

But at the back of my mind I ‘am happy and excited all the time

 

But that was just for a short span of time

And it gives me a sad feeling every time

So what I had to do is to stare at her and listen as well at the same time

By that; it makes me happy; much more when I am seeing her smile

 

In short I finished and passed her subject and not to fail down

I ‘am glad but on the other hand was sad

I ‘am glad because I passed; I ‘am sad because I know I’m going to miss her a lot

And it really happened because handling us was finished ‘till last

 

Yes ‘till last because I graduated not being handled again by that mentor of us

And I remembered I ‘am wishing and wanting to be handled by her even at once

Maybe in lecture or on our duty hours

But it did not happened; stayed as a wish ‘till I leave my college life

 

Times, days, months and even years had past

I haven’t had the chance to see her for a long run

Not even a glance of her beautiful eyes and smile;

Still my admiration on her at first sight is with me inside

 

One of my unforgettable days had come

Yes I’ve seen her again after a long time

“Oh my it’s her she looks more catchy and nice”

And still got nice body which I recognized

 

 

But she’s already walking away from me

And I just followed her with my eyes

Saying into my mind “ I hope I had the chance to talk to her even just for a while”

But fortune was not at my side because I’m on my working time

 

After that I’ve searched for her on the net

And yes I found her on one of the popular site

Try to add her and luckily she accepted me;

And I’m thankful by that

 

Yet I felt that she’s still hesitant

And I do understand her to felt that

It was just a normal and it was her right

And I respected it and her feel that I’m a good one

 

I’ve got this chance to show to her how eager am I

To be close to her and to let her know all things I want to share

And my eagerness had a good outcome;

I’ve got the permission to know her private line

 

A dream of mine started to shine

I won’t forget this 25th of December time with the stars in the sky

Was our first chat on the line

And I started it with my revelation let her know what I’m feeling inside

 

I’ am very happy on that night

Was not expecting to have a long conversation after knowing that

And it makes me more admired her;

My mentor in my college life

 

My mentor; thank you for being a good one

Inspite of knowing my feeling towards you is fine

You are really my ultimate crush affection before and till now

I promise I will be good and here for you all the time.

 

 

-GuyNextDoor