Do you know what it is like to feel almost nothing? More specific: nothing positive?

The feeling of loss and missing is there. You know you did something wrong but not what.

You know the world isn't as it supposed to be, but how?

You don't know why you were born or why you have the qualities you have.

How do we need to deal with such emotions?

The emotions that overflow in us. 

You know that you lived earlier, but no memories come to you. And how much you try, it doesn't matter.

Knowing you felt something... something ... nice. But there is no way you know how the feeling was called or what it is.

You can't place it. 

It's lost and gone. But will it be forever?

Can we get those feelings back?

Here you only care about yourself and you don't care about others. 

You react and go how your "instinct" says how you must go.

You need to survive and for that you would do anything.

People who had such a desperate experience know what I am talking about.

And for those who don't have, well you'll never understand us to such an extent.

We feel and are alone. Although people surround us.

You serve only yourself and no one else.

You'll see. Even that ... nice feeling rots away.

But I think it rotted away a long time ago, if I even can't remember what it is.

Pain and sorrow has taken control of the heart. And it will stay like this.

If not forever, it will be a long time.

Certainly because you don't want it and that makes it even longer.

And that's how our story is.

Or, well, begins...