A Fangirl's Delusion

A Fangirl's Delusion

 

The breeze was cold and the moon was bright

A perfect time for a night walk right?

And here I am thinking, about his voice so mild

My number one idol that makes everyone wild

 

 

 

 

A sigh came out from my parted lips

Jealousy ate me down my fingertips

As I look up, I saw the twinkling stars

That gives me hopes to relieve my scars

 

 

 

 

I felt my eyes close its lids slowly

As a touch of air pass me by swiftly

Hoping that destiny won’t let me down

I uttered a wish in my softest sound

 

 

 

 

When I opened my eyes I saw somebody

Looking at the stars calm and peacefully

I guess destiny did not break me truly

‘Cause the guy I’m wishing for is now standing beside me

 

 

 

 

I rubbed my eyes still can’t believe

What kind of luck did I just receive

Can’t contain my feels until spazzing starts

What can you do? It’s a fan girl’s heart

 

 

 

 

I stared at him, Oh God he’s perfect!

His sparkling eyes with those long eyelashes

His pointed nose down his crimson lips

Plus that fair complexion, you’ll not fall asleep

 

 

 

 

He then suddenly shifted his passionate gaze

And looked down at me somewhat like amazed

Oh gosh, tell me! Did I do something strange?

My heart’s pounding fast, not in its normal range

 

 

 

 

But all of a sudden he cracked a smile

It melts my heart, I just don’t know why

That little curve that set all in slow motion

Am I losing my mind? Please give me a caution

 

 

 

 

My hands started to find its ways

To touch his face, there’s no time to waste

As I reached the part that I want to caress

My hands passed through, I can’t feel his warmness

 

 

 

 

I can feel tears form, they’re threatening to fall

But I still keep on gripping his arms and all

I am trying my best not to let him go

And still he faded without letting me know

 

 

 

 

 

My body trembles, I fell on my knee

I do really love him so don’t you blame me

A tear slid down that I’m averting to fall

Another fan girl delusion, that’s what they call 

 

 

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KAMSA!! ^^

 

 

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~Experience is the best teacher~

 

 

 

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Arnelou #1
Chapter 1: Wow nice super nice !
Laikhaexofany32 #2
Chapter 1: Asdfghjkl !! DAEBAKK !!":D
LyzaRyuu
#3
Chapter 1: Omo!!! sister really great!!!!!
"lumabas na nmn pagiging iyakin ko, dahil dito naaalala ko DKFC" we're really unfortunate....
*subs*
skattered-fragments #4
Chapter 1: Holy ____ that was so omg skfjkdflgjkladsgjdfkjdkfjkdfj that was spot on to what a fangirl is LOL. Great job ! (x <3
BhabyAnchovy23
#5
Chapter 1: Oh my god! This poem is just.. *tears falling* Good job authornim! This poem really shows what fan girl means T^T
hithere-- #6
Chapter 1: ermagosh...
thats so perfect seriously :'D
great job! <33
xiuting
#7
Chapter 1: oww this is somewhat angsty huhuh I like it ^^♥
kpoprox4eva97
#8
Chapter 1: This is exactly how I feel OTL
Thank you for writing this, author-nim :)
HEESHiNxx
#9
Chapter 1: wow. i feel bad for myself. XD

but it's good. keep it up ^^