A/N: ...

Sorry I can't belive it has been a year already ;_; 

But I had some inspiration today so... A little gift for those who read this story

Sorry if there's any mistake... I haven't use english in such a loong time

Finally, there will be some violence and bad language so... you have been warned

 

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"Yes, there are people who do care about you and like you, you just haven't found them"

"Ok, this conversation is getting weird" I finally cut him off and started walking again to my house.

But I failed to notice he didn't stop following me

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I walked back home just thinking about how pissed my mother would be 

She's going to kill me...it's really late, and she probably already notice i'm not home

I closed my eyes, yet another day of people insulting me

"Hey, why don't we skip the routine for a day?"

I snapped my eyes open to see Leeteuk walking next to me

"Were you following me home?"

"Kind of" he said smiling my way

I ignored him, I was just a few meters away from the house, but before I could walk any closer he grabbed my wrist

"Miyeon"

"What do you want?, I have to go or it would get worst"

"No, today you are going to be selfish" 

What is he talking about?

My patience was running low so I turned around breaking free from his grip

"Look, I appreciate your company but you don´t know half the problems you're causing me right now so please, just let me go"

"I can´t" He put himself infront of me, blocking my way

"And why not!?" Now I was getting angry

"Because I want to help you"

"Well by blocking my way you are no help at all" I said going pass him

"Please, just listen to me this time" Now he was begging me? 

Breath Miyeon, breath in and out

"My problems are not yours you know?"

"That's the problem Miyeon, they are"

Just ignore him

Looking at him one last time I ran towards my house

Just don't think about it

I was a few steps away, I could here my mother screaming my name

"MIYEON YOU BETTER COME HERE"

I stopped

Just...

"Miyeon" He called me one last time

Standing behind me was Leeteuk, his eyes looking rather worried

"MIYEON WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!?"

Sighing I opened the door only to find my mother looking at me with fury

But before I could say anything it came

*SLAP*

I could have fallen to the floor from the strenght but she grabbed me by my hair

"Listen here, if you are going to be acting like this you better leave"

Did I heard right?, Does she really doesn't mind at all? Does she hate me that much?

"Why?" That's the only thing I could say at the moment

"Why what?"

"Why do you hate me so much?" I ask her crying "Why don't you care about me? You are my mom!" 

I couldn't stop crying at this point, it has been so many years, so many days living the same hell every day, what did I even do to deserve this?

"Want to know the reason? Ok, I'll tell you" She came closer with every word "Because you made my life miserable, because of you I lost it all" Now she was crying "Because of you, your  father left us! Because of you I'm living in hell!" screaming she pushed me angrily 

"You are living in hell?" I almost whisper but I knew she could hear me "You think you are living a nightmare!? Then what about me!? I'm sorry if my father was a coward but that's not my damn fault! You are the one living like a queen because you treat me like your slave! And you have no right!"

I can't, I can't live like this any more

Pushing my way to my room I grabbed my backpack and packed my clothes, and the few other belongings I had

"Where do you think you are going?"

"Didn't you said I could leave?, well that's what I'm doing"

Hearing her screaming behind me I step out of my house for the last time

But.. now what?

I walked  a few steps before I collapsed on the floor

"It's going to be okay" Leeteuk said as he lifted me up

"How would you know?" I asked him feeling like I had run hundreds of miles

"Because I'm going to make sure of it" he said before I felt asleep with him holding me in his arms

 

 

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Again, I'm so sorry for the long hiatus 

I hope you enjoy this update tho, I know it's not that good but it will become better I promise

Bye! Minyoung out!