It’s been in the past, for a while. I get a flash, and I smile. Am I crazy? Still miss you baby. It was real, it was right. But it burned too hot to survive. All that’s left is all these ashes. Where does the love go? I don’t know. When it’s all said and done, how could I be losing you forever? After all the times we spent together. I have to know why I had to lose you. Now you’ve just become like everything I’ll never find again; at the bottom of the ocean. In a dream you appeared. For a while, you were here.  So I keep sleeping, just to keep you with me. I’ll draw a map, connect the dots, with all the memories that I’ve got. What I’m missing. I’ll keep re-living.