I'd like to acknowledge the fact that I am such a bad writer and I hope you forgive me.

Block B is killing me. To all the BBCs, don't give up on them!

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In the Practice Room

Ilhoon's POV:

What is happening to me? Have I become some kind of monster? What are all of these feelings inside of me? Is is just because of Hyunsik? 

"It can't be. There has to be some other reason."

 

"A reason to what?" Hyunsik asked as he was somehow behind Ilhoon.

 

My heart stopped.

 

"Don't worry about it." I said coldly.

 

Then Hyunsik pats my head. "Why are you so adorable?"

I gave him my meanest death glare but all he did was give me his cute eye smile and started to giggle. I don't understand why my heart suddenly stop when he is around or why I even worry about it. Aish, sometimes I think I'm the idiot instead of him.

"So Ilhoon, what are deeply thinking about this time." Hyunsik whipers in my ear while giving me a back hug.

 

Usually I would freak out and try to get out of a back hug but there is something about Hyunsik that just makes me want to stay in his arms.

 

"I was thinking about the performances of Lover Boy." I lied.

 

"Why? Do you want to rehearse our beloved moment in the song?"

 

"No, I was mentally rehearsing my lines dummy." 

 

"What ever you say Ilhoonie." Hyunsik said as he let go of me and poked my cheek.

 

Then he walked away out of the practice room.

 

I could finally properly breathe and my heart was beating normally. Seriously, Hyunsik has to be some type of wizard or something. How can he make me feel this way everytime he gets close to me.

 

"Ilhoon, what is happening to you? Why are you such a wreck when Hyunsik hold you?" I say to myself.

 

Suddenly, a light shines bright in my head.

 

"D-Do I l-love Hyunsik?"

Could that be my answer to everything? 

I don't want to admit it but I think it's the only answer to my problems that I've been having.

 

"What do I tell Hyunsik?"

 

"This is so annoying, I never knew liking someone like this would be such a problem. I have to tell Hyunsik.... I have to. Wait...What if he doesn't have feelings for me? Am i gay? No!  I'm not gay! I just like Hyunsik a lot...and Hyunsik is a guy. I'm still not gay... Ilhoon. You. Are. Not. Gay."

 

Maybe I should practice what I would say to Hyunsik before I find him.

 

Just then Hyunsik silently opens the door to the practice room. He wanted to suprise Ilhoon.

 

How will I put it? "Hyunsik, I don't know if you do too, but I think I love you? No, that doesn't sound right. What about "Hyunsik, I don't care what you say, but I love you." Sigh. "I don't know."

Hyunsik silently walked behind Ilhoon.

 

"What about Hyunsik loves you too?" Hyunsik said.

 

...Was he behind me the whole time?

My body feels like it just died inside. Then my face was turning red. I can't even try to calm myself down. Nothing is working. He is so perfect.

 

"Are you deeply thinking again, Ilhoon?" Hyunsik said as he walks toward me.

 

I couldn't move but I could see him in the mirror slowly walking towards me. He kept getting closer and closer until..

 

"Are you deeply thinking about me?" He whispered in my ear.

Chills went down my spine. I couldn't take it any longer.

 

"Yes." I willingly submitted to what now became a seductive-looking Hyunsik.

 

Hyunsik turned me around so that I was facing him.

 

"Ilhoon-ah, why are you so cute?" He smiled.

 

I couldn't speak at all. I just started at him.

Then he got closer to my face. 

 

"Wait hyu- "I tried to speak but it was too late because he already kissed me.

 

I'd have to say, this is way better than the fanservice we do in stage. Maybe we should so this instead.

 

The End~

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Yes, I rushed it. *sigh* I'm so sorry guise. The Block B stuff distracted me from everything. 

Maybe I'll make better PenJae and Hoonsik fanfics later.

Also... Any suggestions on ships you want me to write stories on??? Please tell me.

EDIT: THERE WILL BE A CHAPTER 2 BECAUSE I FEEL BAD THAT I RUSHED THIS STORY!