I decided to just read a book at Leeteuk hyung and Kangin hyung’s room. I shared my room with Kyu. He trapped himself in there so I don’t think he’ll like me staying there. Plus, I think it’s better if we have a little distance.
10 minutes after the incident. I can still remember what happened. My heart broke. I wished he just never did that. I love Kyu but he isn’t perfect. He has short patience.

I was just reading when I heard someone come in. I didn’t mind. Maybe it’s just Leeteuk hyung. Or Kangin hyung or Donghae hyung or Eunhyuk hyung or Kibum. No I don’t think it’s him. Kyu has a lot of pride. He doesn’t beg or sorry. I feel an extra weight on the bed. I didn’t mind. I continue reading until…

“Wook..” I was surprised so I looked up. It was Kyuhyun. I closed my book and stared down.

“What do you want?” I asked in a soft tone.

“I…I want to say sorry for what I did to you a while ago” I bit my lower lip. I don’t know what to say.

“Can I say the things in my mind? Like How I felt?”

“Sure” I took a deep breath.

"What you did…a while ago… just reminds me of….Yesung. The times when he would ……Scream at me whenever we have fights. To tell you the truth, he’s the bad guy at our fights before. I would just defend or cry.” Tears started to fall from my face.
I could remember our fights. But the fights that I will always remember was our last one. When I saw him kiss Yuri. I started sobbing and I looked at Kyu.

“I’m sorry” I said. I knew he was going to get angry but I still blocked his way. I was the reason why he screamed.

“Kyu, I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry.” I said between sobs. Kyu then hugged me.

“No.no. It isn’t your fault. I’m the one who should say sorry. I’m the one who screamed at you. I’m sorry” Kyu said. I couldn’t accept his sorry since it wasn’t his fault.
“No. I should say sorry Kyu. I’m sorry….I’m sorry ….. Sorry” I Kept repeating the word “sorry”. He broke our hug. 

“No. I’M sorry. Okay? I should’ve screamed at you. You’re my bestfriend and I just hate seeing you like this. I hate myself every time I do something bad to you. So I’m sorry okay?” He said. I nodded. He ruffled my hair a little. He then chuckled.

“I’m sure that carbonara tastes wonderful” I then smiled. He could still remember the reason why I kept on blocking him. He wiped my tears.

“Stop crying. You look awful when you cry.” He took my hand and stood up.

“Why? Where are we going?” I asked.

“I want you to see me eat your carbonara” he said. I then laughed and followed behind him.

Another short update. (sorry) But don't worry. My next update will be great. :) SPOILER ALERT! :D
Again, please don't take the character's attitudes by heart. In real, they may not be like that. :)