Bushed

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“I shouldn’t have rushed to conclusions. I should have waited just a bit more…”

I opened my eyes to the bright light that entered my room. It was already noon. And I had the worst headache.

Because I cried too much last night

I cried about some guy whom I thought liked me back.

The funny part was, he’s not even my boyfriend.

He never really was mine, it was my entire fault.

Or was it his?

I rubbed my eyes and sat up, fighting the nausea.

I lost my will to fight.

I give up.

Because from the start, I lost the game.

Foreword

I apologize. Author-nim is in a depressed state right now.

This story just happened to me and I decided to share it to the whole world. He hasn’t called me though and if he does, this is what I’m going to tell him.

I’ve been carrying this burden around for a very long time now and I figured out typing it down and turning it to a story won’t hurt that much.

If he does read this and get the message, I hope he’d feel like hell because that’s what I felt when he told me he’s interested with someone else and made me feel like I was the most unfortunate person in the whole wide universe.

I’m not sorry I made this and I’m not taking this down, either.

I don’t know. I guess I’ll be fine when this year passes by.

this also goes out for the people and readers who are in the same state as mine right now.

thank you so much for the love and patience.

Author-nim will be back soon. Thank you~

with lots and lots of love,

- white63

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Teenfinite896 #1 Dec 14, 2013 21:52:36

Chapter 1: Author nim.., this is so sad.. :'3 I feel your pain. T.T

kim-hanna #2 Feb 14, 2013 22:30:22

Chapter 2: omg.. she is totally unexpected!!
and i end up crying after reading this..
somehow i feel heartbroken too :(

2pmNichkhunFan #3 Jan 7, 2013 11:35:59

I don't know if this has had happened to any one of you
Even I used to like my best guy friend but the most frustrating thing is that he is now in a relationship with my best girl friend who was all these days really supportive about my love for him and then herself, ditched me with my crush :(

gengelany #4 Jan 2, 2013 08:03:14

So I read this yesterday, and didn't have the chance to comment. But brace yourself, woman, because this is going to be long.

Okay, whilst I was reading this, there was only one thing that ran through my mind. And that is I will not just mentally kill the bastard if he tries doing that kind of thing again. Seriously.

Oh and if he doesn't clarify his intentions sooner or later, this crazy friend of yours might not contain herself and do something irrationally outrageous. Like, I don't know, devise a plan to make him? He better do it fast before my insanity affects my muscles. I can get really scary. And you know that very well.

And in case you forget, we - your very good friends - are always here, ready to laugh at your snotty crybaby face and recommend you lots of stories afterwards.

Well, if all else fails, there's always food. And if you feel like crying or wanting to break down and cry again, just think of turning into an airplane. So that Ruppy can ride you and take you places you've never been before. HAHAHAHA.

And lastly, because I'm an extremely good friend, I demand a sequel. :p That, my friend, would be all. /bows and disappears

kpopspazzer #5 Jan 1, 2013 04:26:24

Chapter 1: Crying at this fic. This is actually the 5th time I've read this. I know how you feel. Actually, my bestfriend linked this to me after reading it because she knows I can totally relate and that my situation is the same as yours.

After seeing Park_HyeSun's comment, I feel like sharing mine too. It's almost the same as her's. I fell for my guy bestfriend. He treated me like his girlfriend and stuff. We lost contact for a month tho 'cause my phone broke. After getting a new phone I thought we'd talk all day like we used to. He started being distant. December 25th, found out the girl he was courting said yes to him. He has a girlfriend now. I initiated creating distance from him.

This is just beyond frustrating. There's still more to that. Whole situation is actually more complicated. Anw, I hope you get through this soon. Hope you'll feel better soon.

hongpikachu #6 Dec 31, 2012 20:12:38

Chapter 1: YOU CONFESSED?!

HolyMarshmallow #7 Dec 30, 2012 21:57:10

Chapter 1: Baka Naman May Gusto Rin Si Luhan Sa Kaniya TT^TT Hindi Niya Pinag Salita AIIIISSSH. TT_____________________TT

NanaUrBaby #8 Dec 30, 2012 03:26:39

Chapter 1: Don't be sad, you deserve someone's better~ I've been in this state before :)

kiarabunny #9 Dec 30, 2012 01:46:16

Chapter 1: tonie..akong heart nagsakit!!!