I’m drenched in alcohol, why does it taste so sweet today

I don’t want to believe that you’ve left so

I’m soaked into the loneliness that I can’t see an end to

 “The marriage of Choi Seunghyun, the heir of Choi corp. and Lee Minyoung will be held tomorrow. And the rumors say that there’ll be a lot of famous people there ……”

PRANG!!!!!

I threw the bottle of beer to the monitor ‘till make it cracked. . I’m sick of that news, seriously can’t people stop talking about that stupid event?! I felt my phone vibrate on my pocket. Oh yeah speak of the devil

“Minho-ya….”

“Hmm hyung”

“Where are you? Aren’t you going to join us?”

“Join what?”

“My bachelor party, come here quickly”

“Sorry hyung, I’m not feeling well”

“Are you ok? Wanna me to come?”

“No need hyung, I’m fine”

“Aissh I don’t want my wife’s best man can’t come tomorrow because of sick. Arraseo?”

“Hmm arasseo hyung”

“Bye dude. Rest well”

“Unn thank you hyung. Bye” I smirked after hung up the phone. He expected me to come to his bachelor party and celebrated his upcoming marriage? Ha! never.

I drank the beer directly from the bottle, and you knew what? since Seunghyun hyung told me about his marriage, alcohol had been my best friend. Yeah I’m that desperate. Wanna know why? Because of a beautiful, silly, and stupid girl who goes by the name of Lee Minyoung, Seunghyun hyung soon-to-be wife. She’d already been my love for 10 years and someone who I’ll never have

I glanced at the picture on the table. Picture of me, Minyoung, and Seunghyun hyung. My arm leaned on Minyoung’s shoulder but the ironic thing was she looked so lovingly at Seunghyun hyung and vice versa while their fingers intertwined tightly

“Minyoung-ah, don’t you know that I love you so much?” I whispered softly while tracing her picture. “Why do you have to choose seunghyun hyung over me?” My heart stung like hell. . I drank and drank again to get rid of this feeling. I lost count of how many bottles I’ve drunk but why did I still feel this pain?

 

I call you like a habit because of this alcohol, my heart still flutters at your voice

It’s vague (small ) Not saying anything else (long silence)

 

Oh she’s gone yeah Oh she’s gone yeah Oh she’s gone yeah

. What the hell of sound was that?! I open my eyes and immediately welcomed by a great headache. I looked at my surrounding and saw a lot of bottles all over the rooms

Oh she’s gone yeah Oh she’s gone yeah Oh she’s gone yeah

I turned my head to the sound, aissh that stupid phone.

“What?” I snapped

“M-Minho?” the voice across the phone stuttered. Damn I knew this voice, Minyoung. And I just snapped at her. Great

“Minyoung-ah, why?” I softened my voice

“S-sorry if I disturb you. I’ll call you later then”

. “Ani. You’re not disturbing me, sorry if I snap at you but I’m not feeling well now. Why do you call me baby?” I used that nickname to make her sure that I wasn’t angry though I felt like my head was going to explode now

“Are you sick?” she sounded worry

“No. I’m fine just headache” I meant a great headache

“You sure?”

“Positive, why are you calling?” I distracted the topic to make her stop worrying me

“Just want to remind you that the party start at 10” I immediately look at the clock, 6 a.m. 4 hours to go, to the end of my love. I felt my heart pounded so hard and stung again.

“Minho? Are you ok?” she spoke again and cut my trance

“Oh uhm yeah I’m fine”

“Aissh you make me worry!” I chuckled after hearing her worry tone

“Don’t worry baby. I’ll be there”

“Good” I could feel that she’s smiling brightly now “Oh and can you pick me up at salon?”

“Eh? Doesn’t seunghyun hyung send a driver?”

“Yes, he does. But …. I want you to be the one who pick me up” dang. I could feel my heart beating rapidly

“Sure. What time?”

“8. I’m already here now”

“Okay”

“Thanks Minho-ya. See you”

I smiled bitterly after she hung up. So this is really the end of my love huh? The girl I loved married to another man. And suddenly that pain came over again. I took a bottle of beer and drank again. The hell I care with the headache as long as this pain go away.

I couldn’t imagine she smiled brightly on the aisle while holding hands tightly with Seunghyun hyung and to make it worse they’re kissing. Hell no I wouldn’t let that happened, ever. She must be mine and only mine, suddenly an idea popped up in my brain. If she can’t be mine then she can’t be anyone else’s too

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Minyoung pov

 Ah that was Minho! He stopped at his track then his jaws dropped after looked at me. I waved at him but he didn’t say anything even didn’t wave back at me. I approached him and still he didn’t move

“Why do you look at me like that?”

“…..” He kept silent. Do I really look that bad?

“Ya! Minho! Aissh I’m going to kick the stylist’s for making me look like this” I muttered under breath and turned around to go to the stylish before I felt he grabbed my wrist and turned me to face him

“Don’t” I looked at him in confusion “You look amazing” he whispered softly. I can feel my cheeks turned into deep red because of his compliment

“Aissh you sweet-talker!” I buried my face in my palm to hide my blush. He chuckled at me. Aigooo. He offered his arms and I linked mine immediately while smiling

“Minho-ya… why do you look so tired?” I asked him when we’re walking to his car. Instead of answered he asked me

“Baby, I left something at my apartment. Is it okay if we drop in?” Eh? Back to his apartment at this time? Was he kidding me? The wedding will start on 2 hours!

“It won’t take much time” He tried to assure me after seeing my hesitation. I look at him and I swear I saw something flashed in his eyes.

After deciding that we still had enough time, I agreed with him. Silence enveloped us during the ride. I didn’t know why but I felt something wrong with him, as if there’s something bothered him.

“Hoho-ya….” I tried to break the silence while fiddling with my fingers. He slightly glanced at me then focus again on the road, signaling that he listened to me

“Umm… I’m nervous. What if I messed it up?” I sighed heavily. Yes I was afraid and extremely nervous. Well, today was special and hopefully only happened once in my life.

“No, you won’t” He answered with a smirk. Why was he smirking anyway?

“You think so? Okay I believe you” I smiled at the thought of the event. Me holding hands with Seunghyun oppa on aisle kekeke

“What are you thinking?” I guessed he notice me smiling insanely

“Nothing keke. Just imagining. Aiyaah” I smiled giddily. “Will he amazed by my appearance? Well, you know I rarely wear a gown right?” I tilted my head while smiling to him but suddenly turned into a frown when seeing his grip on steer wheel became tighter ‘till make his knuckles white. I thought I saw a split of anger in his eyes

“Minho-ya, you okay?” I softly touched his arm. After heaved a breath, he smiled weakly at me.I knew there’s something bothered him.. Well, I guess he didn’t want to talk about it right now, but I’ll make sure he’ll tell me later. After that, silence enveloped us. I didn’t know why but I felt like something bad will come.

“We’re here. Let’s go” finally Minho spoke

“Eh? Why do I have to go too? Can’t I just wait here?” Why did I have to go with him anyway? I’m already on my wedding dress and he asked me to go to his 17^th floor apartment? Crazy

“No you can’t baby. Accompany me ok?” he pleaded. I just frowned and he pouted even more watching my stubbornness. Damn, how could I resist when he pout like that?

“But look at my dress Minho aissh” I whined. And suddenly he put his hands under my leg and carried me bridal style

“YAH Minho-ya. Put me down!!” I tried to free myself but he still hold me tight. Blame on his now oh so strong muscle

“Stop moving now, will you? You don’t want your dress to be dirty right? I’m just lessening your fckn problem babe” He answered casually. I just glared at him and got replied by his chuckle. Jerk

After opening his apartment door, Minho put me down gently on his sofa. Right after that, I smacked his arm hard. He rolled his eyes and went to kitchen. I glanced at the clock and it’s already 9.00. As in cue, Minho came with a cup of coffee in his hand, immediately I grabbed his wrist and start dragging him

“Wow, calm down babe. Drink the coffee first okay?” WHAT? It’s only one freaking hour before my wedding and he asked me to drink a coffee ? I looked at him as if he’s out of his mind

He chuckled at my expression “We won’t be late ok? I’ll make sure of it. Drink first while I grab my things” He patted my head and went to his room. I slumped at couch and tapped my foot continuously, urgh I guess coffee can help me lessen the tense.

“Hey babe, let’s go. I’m done now” I immediately stood up and grabbed his wrist but suddenly everything became blur and next thing I knew darkness greeted me

 

 

I'll update next chapter if there's wonderful soul who want this fic to be continued since this fic is such a failure OTL

Sorry for grammatical errors. Comments are appreciated ^^