In a one cold night, Dara sitting on a bench  at the courtyard behind the YG building

she used white beannie, pink sweater,denim pants and her favorite sneakers

but she didn't stop shaking her legs and her body because she's damn freezing

she kept looking around , it is obvious that she's waiting someone there

she regretted not bringging her cell phone, at least she can find out where's the position of the person she's waited

but go back to the building and grab her purse will not make her back to that bench, damn she needs the heat

Dara has waited for almost an hour but he had not yet arrived, Dara feels like going to cry.. besides she could not bear  of the cold but also because of what would happen betweem them

and then she heard a fast pace, all of sudden it was right sitting beside her, the figure who she's been waiting for

he also wear a a benie with a thick jacket and his hand embracing himself from the cold

Dara smiled happily, he finally come despite the fact that their conversation will be very painful

"Why here?" asked GD

Dara stopped her smiles, then she's trying to clear

"You know, there's no place better than this, no staff and no significant press and fans"

"I see......i'm sorry i am late" he said with a gentle voice but not stare at her

"It's okay.. i am fine" Dara try not to let her tears comes up, she knows the time will come

"About our last conversation.. now would you say it clearly to me?" ask Dara still trying holds her tear

""I am sorry, my mistake to said it over the phone.. i should say it directly to you" still not looking to Dara's face

"it's okay... i am fine" this time choking, she made herself caught going to cry

"Please..don't cry, you shouldn't cry Dara" Gd turning his whole body and stare at her with the keen eyes

"well.. how can i say it if you keep crying?"

Then Dara cries, she could no longer repress her feelings, she cover her face with her palms and shook her head, she's really don't want to be in this nightmare

GD's face changing, he looks going to cry.. he saw how fragile Dara is, and how tiny is she beside him, just like a little girl who's crying because of her desire not fullfilled

"What i gotta do... what should i do to make you syop crying?" said GD with panic tone

Dara immediately stopped and wiped her tears, she then look at GD's face.. a face that had adorned her life, which made her happy before

"I am sorry... please, i want to hear it from you.. say it! i'll try not to cry" said Dara gently

GD's looks ready to talk, it's just like he's preparing something horrible to Dara.. and yes, Dara was afraid

"I am sorry, because i love her.." said GD with a flat tone... just that simple

silence

Dara almost faint, those words turn out to be true, it is not a dream

Mazy news that she's been heard from the entire of Yg staff, print media, online media.. all that is truth?

"But why? did something wrong about our relationship?" asked Dra, she know she stll asking the same question since their last conversation

"I think our relationship cannot continue, you've been busy..i am busy..our lunatic fans, that makes me tired, i give up Dara"

"So you stop loving me because you tired of what you're dealing with?" tears keep falling on her cheek

"Is not that simple, it's just more complicated and it made me looks like a liar to you, i can't love you genuine anymore.." GD tighten his embraces to himself

"Okay..so you stop loving me because you're weak?" damn.. her tears still flowing down

"Yes Dara... yes, i am weak, and i'm getting back my strength when i'm with her, that's the only reason"

Dara don't know what to say no more, her tears keep flowing, she's even don't know where the tears comes from since it never stops, if she collect the tears on the bucket maybe she thinks she can swim on it

"Okay then.. let's us just end this, if this gong to make you happy.. i agree! well.. i'm thinking about this situation, and it's quite relief that people don't know about our relationships and break up things.. so they don't need to feel sorry to us"

"Dara.. wait! don't go..." GD trying to hold her hand when Dara rose from her seat, but Dara refuse it

"I am so sorry.. i'm freezing, i think we've done now.. that's all what i need to hear, thank you for everything and i am sorry because i'm dissapointed you.. i am fine"

Dara run quickly, she act really could die of freezing but the fact is her body was heat because of trying too hard hold her cries out

She runs away until she reached the top floor of YG building, she go straight to the toilet and locked it.. she leaned on the door then falling slowly, she cries endlessly until she passed out from exhaustion

No one knows what happened that night, just the two of them, broken Dara and broken GD who's keep hurting himself by punching his chest over and over until he's almost blackout

LOVE... never be the same again for both of them~