I never had anything to do with love. 

Neither had any interest into it, what-so-ever. 

All these girls trying to take me.

I never laid my eyes on them. They were just all annoying.

Except this one girl, I've known her since I was in elementary... She was something.

I wanted to be with her.

Who said first love is always sweet and happy? 

There never was a happy ending in my life. 

But when I was with him, I thought that maybe I could feel what it's like to have a happy ending.

But it was only a thought.

Everytime I like someone, he was always in my way. 

He wouldn't like you back anyways.. Why even bother to try?

But they always liked him. 

I started to feel animosity against him.

Everynight, I could feel him looking down to me... Filled with despise.

I decided. I won't back down. 

Even if I would lose others, I will fight 'till the end.

I will fight 'till the end.

I've never had what I've always wanted. 

They were either taken or I was never good enough for them.

I had to either back down and lay my hands off of it or was always too late. 

Everyone else always got to them before me. 

But this time, I thought I had it. 

I really thought I did. 

To make it a real, I gave up everything for it. 

How did it turn out, you say?

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