(Suggestion read this with listen to BAP what my heart tell me to do song)

 

Finally u back to Korea with your family after more than 5 years u n your family live in America... of course u miss your hometown... u back to Korea to celebrate Christmas with your grandparents..

When u arrives at Korea the winter is a bit different than at America...

At your grandma house... u not rest after the jetlag but u get your bicycle and ride it as far as u can... u totally miss your country “wow… it’s been 5 years I left this country.. Thank god I still can speak Korean…”

U smile happily… u just rides the bicycle without knowing where u wants to go and suddenly u shock...

“Oh my god!! Where am I?” I’m forget how to back home…”

“I forget to bring anything all I have only my gold locket“

The day becomes dark u just sitting in the park bench near 24 hour shop... “What shoudl i do...”

U hugs yourself because it’s to cold… the wind blow so hard...u hold tight your locket...

Your face become pale … u just gets up and try to ride the bicycle and u ride it slowly...

And suddenly a car drive a bit fast and almost crashing u

But before crashing u.. u fall... a boy come closer to you and asks u “R u ok?” “Hello?”

But u cant hear his voice ..u faint…

 

 

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When u open your eyes u see a group of boy gathered and look at u laying at bed ... u feel awkward and u yelling “who r u? Please let me go!” I’m begging u  ...”

But a boy come to u and say “relax... we’re not hurting u... I saw u faint in front of our car and I bring u here... your face to pale...”

He smiled to u… “Btw... my name is Jong up... and they are my hyung and the maknae Zelo... don’t u know BAP??”

“I’m sorry... I don’t know... I’m ….”

“Sshh its ok... Just take a rest...”

U try to smile back but u totally tired... suddenly u see your clothes was change… you shout again “U lie!! Who changes my clothes!!?”

Jong up say “I’m so sorry  ... your clothes so wet so I change it...no… no my manager change it...but she go back home just now…”

“I hope u not lie to me...” u says...

Jong up smile like nothing happen but actually he is the one that change the clothes.

U say “btw...thank you”

Jong up smile and say “do u want to eat something… I can ask my hyung Daehyun or

Him Chan makes some soup for u..?”

U say “ no its ok… I’m very glad and thankful because u have done a lot to help me “ u smile to Jong up.

Jong up go out from the room to let u rest…

 

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In the next morning.. Jong up want to give dirty clothes to Zelo to wash it as Zelo incharge wash the laundry...

Suddenly Jong Up found something similar to him

He saw a locket same just like him… “why this locket same like mine? I only have one now.. the other one I give to ……”

He stopped and left the dirty clothes and straight to the bedroom..

U just wake up after whole night u sleep because of tiredness..

Suddenly u hear the door open roughly and saw Jong up staring at u

U ask “ why r u look at me like that..?”

Suddenly Jongup coming closer to u and hug u badly.. he not let u go even u said so “ please let me go!! Please!! Help me!!”

Yongguk,Daehyun,Zelo,Youngjae and Himchan enter to the room and see the incident

Himchan shouting “ya!!! Jongup ah!!! Why u do that to this girl!?”

They push Jong up and Jong up fall.

Everyone see a lot of tears at Jong up cheeks..

“Jongup ah!! U have done something bad to this girl but why r u crying?”

U just hug your body and cry

“(yourname)!! Ur not remember me!!!?? What is this?? Do u forget it!!??”

U look at him slowly and suddenly your face change.. u said “ that locket? Why u have same locket like me!!”” u try to remember something ….

“uppie oppa??”

Jong up nod his head… and suddenly u go down from the bed and hugging together with Jong up.

All the hyung and Zelo cant get the situation.

Suddenly yongguk say “ ya!! What the hell has happen here?? Just now you're fight and now you're hugging??”

Zelo suddenly said .. “oh its the noona that u always telling me? And the locket??”

Jong up just nod but still hug u.. u and Jong up cry..

“(Yourr name) ya~~ I miss u badly...”

U say “Don’t ever leave me again please.. im begging u..”

Jong up crying and still hugging u

U just silent and let Jong up to hug u

Zelo tell the story to all the hyung.. now they all understand what had happen..

Daehyun and Youngjae said “We are so happy for u guys”

 

 

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 In the evening u and Jongup go to dance studio together as you and Jong up sharing  the same hobby .. both of u dance together but u act a bit weird.. u ask Jong up  to dance a slow dance.

But he  just follow anything what u said.

Suddenly u remember your parents and family.

“uppie oppa.. i have to go back home but I cant remember how to back home..”

Jong up said.. “ your old house right? Let me send u “

U guys smiling to each other.. but jong up say something to you..

“can u back home tonight? I want to be with u now..”

U say.. “I will oppa ..”

U and Jong up back to the dorm..

U and Jong up feel awkward why theres nobody at the dorm.

U see a note at the freezer “jongup ah~~~ do whatever u want .. we will not disturb u hahaha from yongguk hyung~~”

U give the note to Jong up and both of u blushing .

U and jong up sit at the cushion to watch the DVD together.

But Jong Up only find war DVD and 19 age above DVD.. all is yongguk’s DVD.

U and Jong up feel awkward what to do..

U guys just watching the TV.. at the same time when Jong up turn on the TV… a kiss scene is begin..

U guys feeling more awkward..

Suddenly jongup tell u something “ ermm we are underage right ?? hehe” and smile like an ert smile

U say “ ya!! Oppa!! What are u thinking right now?!”

Suddenly jong up take your hand and hold it tightly.. and he take the other hand and hold more tightly

U just still and not move because u shock what Jong up doing right now.

Suddenly Jong up push u at the cushion until u lay down and come close and closer to your lips and he kiss your lips smoothly.

U cant do anything because his too strong.

U say “ oppa..!! oppa!! Oppa! Andwae!!”

But he not let u go.

He keep kissing u and slowly open your clothes….

U silent for along time in the cushion while take your shirt to cover your body.

 Jong up sit at the other cushion and wearing back his clothes .. he feels guilty..

“mianhamnida (your name).. saranghamnida .. I cant let u go again.. that’s why I did this…”

Suddenly u cry… “ I .. I .. u… u…”

“mianhae…” he said again…he only can turn his face down 

 

 

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That night… u done change and packing your clothes and your face a bit pale…

Jong up enter the room and ask u “ Are u ok?”

U shock.. u see Jong up come closer to u “ ermmmm… im fine… can u  send me home before 10 pm?”

“yes.. i will..” Jong up reply with a bit sad tone.

When Jong up want to out from the room suddenly u hug his wrist and say “ oppa.. im not angry to u after what u done to me.. actually im happy u did this because u don’t want me to leave u .. I wont leave u oppa~~ ur my heart.. saranghae oppa~~”

Jong up smile and turn and hug u … but u keep cry and whisper.. “my heart”….

All the bap member back home and ask Jong up “ Jong up ah~~ what r u doing when were not at home?? Haha naughty boy!!” hahah all of them laughing while Jong up and u blushing..

Zelo ask u “ noona ya~~ why your face turn to red. Are u guys…”

Jong up say “ya!! Zelo ya!!! Stop it!! Don’t ask a nonsense thing ok?”

Zelo say “ ye hyung~~~~~” and smile like ert smile.

 

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U and  Jong up arrive  at your home .. your family see u at infront of the door and hug u

“where are u going my baby??? We so worried…”

Suddenly your father see Jong up and shout “ ya!! Who r u?!! get out from my house!! What have u done to my baby?!!”

U back up Jong up “ Abeoji ah!! This is uppie oppa!! My first and last love..He will not hurting me!!”

Jong up cannot stopping u from tell your father who are him..but its too late

“WHAT?!! So u r Moon Jong Up!!! Then u have to go now before I do something bad to u!! Now!! DAGA!!! DON’T U EVER COME NEAR TO MY HOUSE AND MY DAUGHTER ANYMORE!!”

Jong up leave and watch u while he crying..

“oppa!!! Don’t leave me again!!! Please!! Im  begging u!! im yours!! Oppa!!!”

But your parents pull u and bring u to your house and lock the house like nothing happen.

Jong up walk slowly and still can hear your shouting voice

“Oppa !!! Oppa!!!!” u crying badly..

Jong up sit at the park bench near the 24 hour shop that he met u….

He crying… and he holding the locket 

And the same time you at your room crying at the window and holding the locket tightly..

Both of u watch the MOON and cry..both of u look at the locket and see your both name

Jong up have your name locket and u have his name locket..

 

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Two day after.. ur your mom told u that u and your family  have to go back to America today.. the flight to America tonight. And Christmas will celebrate at America.

“palli get dress.. we have to go to airport now.. palli” your mom forcing u.

 

 

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At the airport… u hear someone shouting your name..

“(your name) ya!!! “

U turn back and see Jong up and all the bap member there.. but a bit late because all the fan go to get them.. but thank god have a security so B.AP member still in safety ..

U cant see Jong up at the crowded … your mom pulling u but u don’t want to go to your mom.. u try to look at Jong up but a lot of fan at them..

U give up.. u follow your mom.. your tears falling down slowly. One by one..

Finally Jong up can out from the crowded.. he find u and saw u at the lift and run to you.. before the lift close he get the doorlift and push it hardly and he saw u and your mom there..

Jong Up so lucky because ur father not there . Jong up pull u and hug u at outside the lift.. all the fan and people see it..

Both of u hugging badly and not let it go.. your mom only can watch it and your mom cry and ur mom cant bear it anymore…

Ur mom say “ its ok… u can go with Jong up”

U smile to your mom..but u push jongup slowly “oppa mianhaeyo… we cant be together… mianhae..”

U cry and go to lift with your mom and quickly close the door lift.

Jong up stand still and infront the lift and don’t know what to do

U left him without telling him anything..

Jong up shout “(ur name) !!! andwae!!hajima!! “

All the people saw it and bap member..

Zelo and all the member come to Jong up and calm him down..

Suddenly Zelo see something at the floor and read it.. Zelo cry ..

All the people saw it and Zelo past the paper to Jong up and Jong up read it..

 

Dear my Oppa~~

“ uppie oppa~~…mianhae oppa… jinjja saranghamnida… I cant live without u .. but my dad… idk his the one who separated us before.. why you not tell me?? Im not angry about that…saranghamnida oppa~~.. I have to leave u because my dad dead yesterday because of heart attack.. he never tell us why he hate oppa.. but he told us that only oppa know about this… mianhae… im not blaming u oppa… but this is last heir from my dad.. I have to follow it.. one thing u have to know… I love u forever… I hope we can live and marry in the heaven.. ok  … mianhae oppa…

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Sarang <3 ..

                                                                                       (urname)”

 

Jong up cry more… he shouts “ (ur name) ya!!! I will love u forever and ever!! Jebal hajima!!”

Jong up hold the locket tightly and kneeling in front of the lift and not get up even all the people see it and they also cry …

 

At the same time  In the aeroplane u hold your locket tightly and you touch your chest. “ oppa.. don’t cry.. its make my heart more hurt jebaryo…” and  I have one secret I cant tell u oppa.. about my heart attack.. I don’t want u now about my illness… saranghanda oppa~~ur my heart..so I don’t want u to become more hurt if u know about this…”

U cry and your mom hug u to calm u down  ..

U still hold the locket tightly….

 

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