I keep thinking on what to do after that day I don’t know how to start and how to end it up all with Chun nor should I say how to let go of Chun its bothering me too much so I asked Calvin for help.

“Uhm Calvin do you have time?” I said

“Hhmm yeah why?” he asked

“I want to talk with you” I said

“Oh! Sure about what?” he said

“I really don’t know should I say to Chun and I don’t even know if I can talk with him face to face” I said

“Hhmm I see I know it’s not that easy but at least try so that you have less to think about and I’m sure you’ll get through it” Calvin said

“But how should I start?” I asked

“Well it’s up to you, when you’re with him I’m sure you can say everything you want” Calvin said

“Uhm…”

I went to my room to think for it. It’s getting dark when I finally decided to call Chun I asked him if we can meet at the restaurant and he said let’s meet at the park instead without second thoughts I agreed. I fix my self and I went to the park. I’ve waited for him for some minutes and I can finally see him walking towards me I felt like I’m being hanged from a high place.

“Uhm hi Meimei how are you?” Chun asked

“I… I’m fine” I answered with a shaky voice

“You don’t look well are you sure you’re fine?” Chun said

“Yeah I’m totally fine… Uhm sorry for making you go out at this hour” I said

“No it’s ok” Chun said

“Uhm I’m sorry for giving you a hard time the past weeks” I said

“Uhm Yeah” he said *kicking the dry leaves at his feet*

“I was careless with my actions… Uhm I just want to say that you don’t have to mind me anymore” I said

“Hhmm what are you exactly trying to say?” he asked

“I wont bother the two of you anymore I wont do careless actions again” I said

“Are you saying that you don’t have feelings for me now” Chun said

Meimei’s (POV)

“Ah! How can you be such a foolish guy of I do love you”

“Uhm yeah I finally realize that it wasn’t love after all I like you maybe because you act like a big brother to me” I said with a smile on my face

“Really? I was thinking of the same also I’m glad to hear that and I love to be your big brother I’ll protect you always” Chun said

“Uh! No you don’t have to I have 3 more big brothers” I smiled

“Thank you so much Meimei you don’t know how I feel right now I’m relieved finally” Chun said

“Hhmm I guess I don’t want to waste your time too much so you can go” I said

“No I’ll send you home its dark already” Chun said

“No you don’t have to I’ll just take the bus” I said

“Uhm if you say so… by the way Laila and I would be going somewhere for vacation” Chun said

“Oh! That’s great you should have fun because I’ve caused you so much stress” I said

“Hhmm not really don’t mind that now it’s all clear so I’ll go first” Chun said

“Yeah sure thank you for the time” I said

“Sure take care!” Chun said and he hugged me then run

When he was out of my sight I just broke down and cry I can feel thrice the pain I felt seeing them together how I wish I had and amnesia that time I wish we never met at all. I thought that I could bear it but I can’t I want to scream but I can’t suddenly I saw people running I still can’t move from my place, it’s already raining too bad I didn’t even bring an umbrella I don’t even care if I get wet all I can feel is I was being torn into pieces. Suddenly someone hugged me from my back.

“If I knew you’d be like this I wish you shouldn’t get back here at the first place I’m hurting twice each time I see you getting hurt” It was Aaron

“Please don’t be like this come I’ll send you home” Aaron said

Because of the rain I got wet and I feel weak that time I can’t stop crying and I can’t even answer Aaron, I felt the coldness from getting wet and everything I see is blurry I pass out.

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