11 & 12 Years Old - "I got something to say.." both of us said it in the same time making us laugh.. i told my friend to tell me first.. "I love your best friend.. can you set us up..?" my heart feels like being shot.. I nod and fake a smile.. {What I want to say to you was I love my best friend too..}

13 Years Old - "We can't let him go just like that!! You should at least take a picture with him!!" my bestie pull me, we chase my crush.. cause that was the last day he's at school.. We almost got him when he get on his motorcycle and drove away.. I fake a smile to my bestie.. she hug me.. when i went home.. i burst into tears..

14 Years Old - Falling in love with my senior again.. we text, i gave him sandwich, i gave him sweets, i gave him chocolate on his birthday but one day he said "Only friends.. not more than that.."

15 Years Old - I'm still stuck with him.. the one I love when I was 14 years old.. I waited for him.. Then one day.. I saw him outside of our school.. "Hyomin!! It's him!! What is he doing here!!" my bestie point at him.. I smile ear to ear but my smile disappear when a girl approach him.. he kiss that girl hand and told her to hop on his motorcycle.. That scene really break my heart.. Shouldn't have wait for him..

16 Years Old - My bestie who always help me already transfer.. and I supere duper miss her like crazy.. I got closer to my namja friend.. I call him Dino.. We become closer when every week.. there's always one or two night I went to his house to ge my books back.. Then one day.. I don't know how he find out about crushing on him.. and since that.. we didn't ever talk again.. He avoid me and I avoid him.. then I meet this one crazy senior, he is in his last year, the president of the English club so I call him Press.. We become friend and always fight, It's a really crazy, stupid fight over some songs, cat, picture and sports.. he's a real dork.. then i realize i start to like him.. I confess to him.. he rejected me..  We avoid each other but one day he can't stand it and he try to make me got shock at school but he failed.. I walk away until i reach my class, burst laughing really hard.. since that we become MCF.. My Cheer Up Friend.. 

And now I'm 17 in my last year... I'm totally tired with love now.. It's not tired.. It's just.. I'm scare to get hurt again..