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Prologue: Moments...they are unmistakably the most elusive yet nostalgic pieces of our memory and minds. Moments are created into memories that we cherish forever. 

 

The Kryber Journal #1 

~Moments Frozen In Time~

♥Moment #129♥

Krystal turned around, her eyes shifted in the direction to her right. The humming lights of the stage shifted below and above her..pulsing like the heated blood through her system. At that split second she stared her straight in the eyes, pupil to pupil as if their eyes naturally could find each other unconsciously. That one split second. The reflection of light shined in their eyes from the light that spilled all around them and then she turned back around into her next position. The few and far between observant ones in the audience could see the small smile that flashed across Krystal's face.

 

 

August 30, 2012.

Today, Amber and I took a drive down to the amusement park and had the best time of our lives!! It was excruciatingly hot outside, but ice cream is always able to fix that :). It's funny 'cause throughout the day, "hot summer" kept popping up in my head. Well, I definitely think I needed this break.

We decided on one of our days off to go and I am glad we did because we haven't had this much fun in a long time. We missed going to this amusement park that we used to visit tons before we became busy with our lives. F(X) is demanding and sometimes very overwhelming. It was nice to have this escape with Amber, though. 

I remember the old early days before life overtook us. I miss those days with Amber and I. This day made me so happy because of the fact that it reminded me back to those times, the times when things were easier…before all of the complications.. I feel like the tension in the past between Amber and I has gone. But I don't really know what I'm feeling. 

I really hope that we have more days like this in the future...even though these special days are becoming rarer with busy time, I will never forget the fun times we had. 

To a good day, and to hopefully more in the future...

XoXo,

~Krystal~

 

CONCERT THE NEXT NIGHT:

 

♫ Do it Do it, Chu

(It’s) true, true, true, true it’s You

Do it Do it, Chu♫

The heat from the spotlights created beads of sweat that ran down the silhouettes of their faces. Not one dance move in any of their song routines were imperfect that night. The concert was a success. The tension and nervous energy that rushed through Krys, Amber, Luna, Victoria, and Sul's body was finally released as they looked out at the roaring audience after completing the last song of the night.

*laughter from the group as they take a breathe of fresh air out of the stadium*

Sulli: Wow, that was great. We did good guys!! 

Sulli jumps up and down as they leave the premises and hop into the limo that will take them to the fancy hotel that awaits them not too far from the stadium.

Victoria: You guys made me proud! I will cook you guys a special dinner tonight, what do you say?

Luna: Kyaaa, Vic unnie please do! I am so hungry and tired!

Amber: MM, how about we celebrate with some cake!

Krys: *playfully slaps Amber* No let's make some brownies!

Sulli: Paaarttyy time!

After a while of playfully arguing which food Vic should make for them, the vehicle pulled in to the beautiful hotel. As they looked up, they felt that nothing could go wrong. They performed their absolute best at the very last concert of their tour, and now it was time to relax.

The five members grabbed their suitcases and strolled on in to the luxurious hotel. They soon checked in and flew up the elevator to the highest floor where their suite will be waiting.

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Door unlocked. Suitcases in. Everyone laid about on the couches, on the floor…-anywhere that suited- just relaxing and discussing how great their last concert was. Victoria baked some brownies and all was well, even if the brownies were a bit burnt.

There were four large beds in the suite and the couch in the living room pulled out into a bed. They all rock paper scissored over who would be sleeping in the living room, and Amber lost which she humbly accepted the offer. Before they went to sleep they played a few more games, shared some laughs and then they all went off to their beds.

 

Krystal.

The stagnant air in the hotel was heavy, and it felt like the thoughts in her mind filled all the void spaces  in the room…keeping her stirred awake. She continually stared up at the ceiling as she laid on her back.

I can't seem to get to sleep…ugh…

Luna shuffled in her sleep and let out soft sighs of air.

Maybe Amber is still awake too…

Krystal hesitated and thought to herself if she should bother Amber…but for some odd reason, she felt that she should go check on her.

Krystal slowly pulled the covers off of her body and gently tip toed out of the dark spacious room and into the dark hallway leading to the living room. She made her way around the corner and saw Amber shuffle in her sleep a bit and then look up at her.

Amber: *said in a groggy voice* Hey princess, why are you up so late still?

Krystal: I can't fall asleep…Why are you still awake, huh?

Amber: .same.

Smirk

Krystal slowly walked over to the low pull out bed. 

It actually wasn't that bad there in the living room. There were tall glass windows  where you could see the shining bright lights of the city not too far away and the stars in the sky. There was a slight hum that sounded from the fridge and the tiles on the kitchen floor were pleasantly cool to the feet. Across from the kitchen was the living room where there was an extremely soft carpet…soft enough to want to sleep on its fluffiness. It wasn't that bad at all.

Krystal: This room is actually really nice

Amber: Right? I got it good here :) 

Krystal smirked and laid down next to Amber. They fell into some random conversations while they enjoyed each other's company.

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At this point they were both laying on their sides, leaning on their elbows just looking at each other and talking. They migrated so close to each other that they could feel each other's breathe as they spoke.

It was as if it was back in the day again…so easily for these two to talk to each other…as if there was never a mishap in their relationship, no obstacles…nada…it was as if they fell back into the Princess and the Servant they were so long ago. They both came to admire the yin and yang they both lacked but found in each other. Amber always noticed Krystal with her humble beauty, and Krystal with Amber's outgoing nature. 

In this very moment as they spoke face to face, pupil to pupil, nothing could feel any more natural. 

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Amber's face glowed in the illuminating light from the window…from the moon and distant lights that shined through. Her flawless face was bare from makeup, but beautiful still in its natural form. Her pajamas consisted of a comfortable white tee and boxer briefs. Her hair fell a little over her face and altogether, even in her pajamas, she pulled it off quite remarkably. Her perfect smile, however, was the most beautiful aspect that she wore. 

Krystal looked her up and down, taking in the beautiful image of what is Amber. A flawless being inside and out. Sometimes she just felt like admiring this girl who truly means so much to her.

Krystal's wavy hair fell over her cute graphic tee. She wore comfortable pajama pants as well. Her clothes complimented her s-shaped figure well as her charming eyes glowed and gave off their usual spark.

Amber couldn't help but take in the beauty of Krystal. She had an unknown beauty to her, a beauty she didn't find in other girls. She is someone who is so important to her. someone she would do anything for…anything at all. She missed her. She missed moments like these and felt a slight drip of guilt.

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It was about 22 minutes in the midst of their flowing conversation, a moment came...

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For ten solid seconds, there was a gap in the flow of their conversation. A random moment in time where they both ceased to say anything. During these ten seconds they continued to stare into each other's eyes…until something completely unexpected happened.

Krystal looked down and then up again as her face and lips were merely a couple inches away from Amber's.

Perhaps it was during those ten seconds, or perhaps it was right after they had passed…whatever the matter, the few inches that so delicately held the air between their lips somehow had ceased to exist as their faces migrated together each other like magnets. It felt so right. Krystal's cold lips against the warmth of Amber's. Their lips meld into each other like connected puzzle pieces that lost and finally found each other and were so happy to be reconciled again. The separate feelings, waves clashing, conjoining beautifully in harmony as one in that very moment. It was so natural.

But no. It did not end there. 

One moment led to the next, and soon they were french kissing. Krystal did not resist as Amber continued kissing her, a bit in confusion, but mostly in resistance to stop. The kisses became gradually more and more heated as their bodies pressed up against each other. Nothing in the world could feel more right. Nothing in the world than this moment could feel better to them. 

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But this wasn't the first time a moment like this had happened between the two… Oh no, they remember the times...