Looked at the stars in the dark sky and thought of her again. She don't leave my mind and it hurts a bit that she think when i will go i will forget her because of me "having fun" actually there's no fun without you! I kept thinking about it till a tear drooped and interrupt my thoughts! I wiped the tear but another tear dropped because i was thinking about her again she was the one who wiped my tears. she's the one that makes me smile after crying. What can i do without her~!! i piked up my phone and called her~ i really wanted her i needed her. just listening to her voice will make me feel better she answered “yeobsayo” i immediately smiled how can she have that big affect “yeobo~~” i said in my cute tone “nae yeobo~ are you ok? Why are you calling at this time?” oh~ did i mention that it was 5:30 am! “ nae yeobo am just calling to hear your voice before i go” how many time did i say yeobo? I really love saying that it makes me feel like she's mine! “ YEOBO!!!” she shouted “ n-nae?” “ were you listening?” she sounded a little bit mad and i didn't want to answer because i think she will beat  me up! So i tried to change the subject “ Yeobo~ when am not here take care of yourself arraseo~?!”  “nae~ i will you too yeobo” “ go back to your sleep now and have sweet dreams yeobo saranghae” “ nae gumawo yeobo. Nado bye~” i hang up smiling and put my headphone i put the Mp3 in shuffle and the first song was “ seven-am going crazy” and that smile immediately went away thinking of how i treated her before! It was exactly what my ex was doing to me and in the end we broke up! Would that happen to us! «Did you hurt a lot? Are you really tired? Did i make things hard for you?» was the only song part i was thinking about in this moment.  I snapped back to reality, leaving those depressing thoughts buried at the back of my mind! And looked again at the sky which was now blue ad clear