hey guys, long time no see! i'm a horrible updater, i know. but i was re-reading this the other day to try and get my inspiration back when i realized that i'm not pleased with this. i had a set plan with how i wanted to go about this universe, and i've kind of lost it. also, my writing style has changed a lot since i started this fic. i can't write this way anymore, and when i try, it doesn't seem of high quality. i want to keep this universe and these characters, though. i love this world i've created. i want to expand and do what i can. but, i think the only way for me to do that is to start over and actually follow through with my acutal plan. i know you guys probably don't wanna hear that. i'm sorry, but i honestly don't like this anymore. i think what i'm going to do is restart this. i'll take down all the current chapters, but leave this story, and rewrite the story in the way i want it.

i don't mean to make you guys hate me. i don't want you to sit there and tell me this is good enough. you may think it is, and that's great! but it's not good enough for me and i know for a fact i can make this better. i'm so, so sorry that you guys will go through this, but it's just the easiest way for me to feel comfortable writing for this fic again. i hope you all understand, and please stick around because i love you guys, and i want you, the people who've been through this part of the journy with me already, to see what's yet to come!

once again, i'm sorry.