[Present. All the members gathered together to record the new episode of broadcast. it's lunch time]

Hye sung pov

- Why don’t you eat anything hyung? jun jin asks me worriedly.

- I have no appetite… I say this sentence while trying to stand on my feet. I clench my fist, trying hard not to moan from pain in front of my friends.

"He doesn’t see me suffering?" I say to myself while looking at Eric who is eating the food without any attention to me.

- Where do you go? Again jinnie asks me…

- Want to find somewhere to rest. Recording Starts soon and I need to have energy to be funny in front of the cameras! I try to smile, but I can’t. the pain is intolerable.

I leave my friends there and go out to find an empty room to comfort my tired body And  also my restless soul .I need to  think about what exactly happened between me and Eric last night!

Flash back [yesterday] hye sung’s house

Such a boring day it is! I am off today and I have nothing to do except lying on the sofa with a control in my hand changing the channels to find something to watch!

Finally I stop searching and start to watch a watery drama which I don’t know anything about .I don’t know what is the story, the name of the drama, and also the name of the artists!!ke keke…I just watch it for wasting my time!

I’ll take care of you….trust me

The boy cleans the girl’s tears and starts to kiss her! They are touching their lips so simply and I laugh at the way how they kiss each other! By the way….they are still teenagers…kekeke!

- Why do you laugh? The main characters of the drama are crying! I think you should cry!

I hear the sound coming from somewhere behind me. I turn my head and observe him standing behind my sofa staring at the TV.

- Yah…Eric mun!what are you doing here? In my house? At this time?

He shrugs and answers shortly

-I was bored!

- Why did you come in without my permission?

- Permission? To enter my best friend’s house???Ridiculous!

He sits on the edge of my sofa looking at me from head to toe. Actually I’m just in my underwear.I think I’m allowed to be comfortable in my own house!

- Ya…don’t look at me like that!

- Then….wear something better!

I stand up from my position and sit on the sofa beside him

- Do you know what the meaning of privacy is? I say angrily

- Yes I know! but I think the meaning of the word is meaning less for intimate friends! He pats my hair

I say nothing.I’m blushed badly….ah...my traitor face!

Suddenly he holds my hand and makes me stand up!

- Hye sung a…you are bored? like me?

- Yeah….

- Wanna show you something interesting?

- Hm?

- Yes?or no?

- Yes…why not!

- Then come with me

He grasps my hand and takes me to entrance door.

- Eric a…let me turn off the TV! I say hurriedly!

- Ah let them kiss…just come with me….don’t waste the time!

- a-at least let me wear something

- You don’t need to wear cloth! I want to enjoy! It happens rarely to see you in this condition! He laughs and pulls me outside the house

Now we are standing in front of his house looking at the door blankly….like idiots!

- Why don’t we go in?

- Because I need to do something first! he answers.

- What?

- May I close your eyes?

- Close my eyes? Why?

- Because there is a surprise for you inside the house!

- A surprise? For me? I almost shout!

- Hush….do you want to inform all the neighbors?

- s- sorry….but why did you provide a surprise for me? I stammer

- You will see…

He puts his right hand on my eyes and opens the door with his left hand.

I can feel his free hand wrapping around my body. He hugs me from the back still with his left hand on my eyes and guides me to go forward….

finally he removes his hand and I can see the scene in front of me.I rub my eyes for many times….I cannot believe it is real! Am I dreaming? He caresses my back and point to the colorful papers hung on the wall!

There are also a lot of posters of my pictures beside the papers.

- Do you like them? He whispers in to my ears

I start to read the sentences written on the papers…

"I love you"

"I want you to be mine."

"We are perfect together"

"Stay with me for ever"

"Tell me that you love me"

All the sentences that I always used to daydream about!All the sentences that I wanted to hear from him.

He holds me tightly from the back and put his chin on my shoulder

- Hye sung a…do you like it?

- Yea…I love it….I say weakly trying hard to prevent crying

- Let’s sit. He holds my hand and makes me sit on the sofa beside him

- Hye sung a….He holds my chin up and makes me look straight in to his eyes

- Do you like me? He says seriously

After a short pause I say:

- No….

- What? He looks so confused!

- I don’t like you Eric a….I love you!

He sighs and pinches my cheek

- Naughty boy!He holds my hands and again becomes serious

- Then….I should ask you a question hye sung a…

- What’s that?
- Do you love me that much to want to make a couple with me? a real ricsung….huh?

He is waiting for my answer.Ah…Why I cannot say anything? My lips cannot move and I cannot utter a single word

I should show him my affections I should do something…

I’m still silent.He is still waiting.Ah…Maybe it does not happen for second time! Maybe it is my last chance to show him how much I want to be with him! I try to tell something but I can’t all I can do is nodding and squeezing his hands!

- You mean yes? he asks

I nod again

- You are sure? it is your last chance to reject me! He laughs

- Yes for a thousand times yes…..finally I can tell it!

I can see him rushing toward me to make our first kiss!

I let him do whatever he wants…

Kissing my lips… … biting them…

He is free…!

- Ah…

I even do not stop him when I feel him biting my neck wildly."There is no need to resist!" I convince myself

"He loves me…..and I love him!"

- Ouch….

this time I moan painfully….it hurts so bad when he again bites my neck…I bet it will become bruised tomorrow,But again I don’t stop him!

He does not apologize.so lustful to be conscious to make an apology!

- Wanna go to bedroom? Suddenly He murmurs in to my ears while my earlobe

- b- but…. I’m not ready yet! I- I can’t!

- Ready? For what? No need to be ready! He says in a husky whisper

- But it’s my first time! I whine

He pretends he has not heard anything and takes me to the bedroom in a bridal style.And then….i’m in the bed with eric on top of me!