**Jaejoong's P.O.V**

The way to school was horrible! Mir was silent the whole time and avoided eye contact with me. 'What's wrong with this guy?! I have to do something about it.' „Ahm..Thanks.“, I said awkwardly not knowing what else I could say to him. „What for?“, he asked still not looking my way. 'Grrrr.. This guy wants to die?! Look at me you jerk! I want to know why you behave like that!' „For carrying me to your place.“ „Ah..You're welcome.“ „Your back does hurt now, doesn't it?“ „Why should it?“ „Because, we're walking now for 10 minutes with a quiet fast pace and we're still not at school. I'm sure that when you carried me to your place you walked more slowly and plus my weight. That means you had to carry 58 kg for at least half an hour.“ „You're smart.“ „Thanks.“ „But, no, my back doesn't hurt.“ „Thanks god, otherwise I would feel even guiltier. Anyways, you had to wake me up.“ He shrugged. 'He shrugged?! Aish! I would kill this guy, but he's too cute.'

*You can't trust him. What do you think, why he behaves like that? If you don't want something to happen, then stay away from all of them!* the voice inside my head said. It was right in some way, but still... 'Mir wouldn't do anything to me.' *How can you be so sure?* 'I- I don't know. I just have a feeling.' *See? I was right.* 'But, I can't prove it.' *What do you want to prove?* Even after some more arguing we didn't came to a decision. I defended Mir as well as possible, because I knew, somewhere deep inside me, that he was a good person. „-oong-ah!“, someone said.

I blinked a few time confused and then I saw Mir waving his hand in front of my face and calling my name. „Huh?“, I asked still confused. „We're here.“, he said. I looked around and found myself staying in front of the school's gates. „What do you have now?“, Mir asked me, again looking away. I took out my schedule and looked trough it. „Maths.“, I finally said. „That's not far away from here. Come on, I'll bring you there.“  „Ahm.. it's okay. I'll find the way on my own. You can go to your class.“ And finally he looked at me. But his face wasn't like I expected it to see. He looked disappointed, hurt and sad. 'Wow, never had someone ever before reacted to my answer like that. They all either didn't care or were angry at me and forced me to come with them. But Mir, he is different. I think he's a real friend. But why does he behave that strange. If he continues like that, then I can't trust him. Aish. What's wrong with my life?'

„Why?“, Mir asked me. „Is something wrong? Did I o something wrong?“, he looked so sad, that it ripped my heart. 'He's like a little kid. Oh, how I want to hug him and say that every thing's okay, without being afraid of him.' „N-No! Everything's okay. I just... don't want you to worry about me too much. I feel like a burden, when you care about me like that.“, I said trying not to show him, that I was afraid of him or didn't trust him. „You aren't a burden.“ „But I feel like one. I'll see you later, arasso?“ „Ye. Oh, Jae! Do you want to have lunch with my friends and me again? If you don't want to see my friends, then we could eat alone. Only the two of us.“, he asked hopefully. 'Oh god. Why is everything so complicated? I hate hurting him. But I have to protect myself.' „Ahm- I'm.. Sorry Mir. I'd love to, but I- I promised Yoochun to meet him already.“, I lied. 'I hate myself. No, Mir don't look like that. You make it even more difficult for me.' „I- I have to go now.“, I said and rushed in some direction.

**Mir's P.O.V**

*Flashback*

I woke up early this morning due to my back. I opened my eyes slowly and looked around. Jaejoong was still sleeping peacefully on his side, so we were face to face now. His hand was still in mine. We were so close. A few more inches and our lips would touch. 'OMO!!..' I let go of his hand and moved backward. When I looked at his face again, the sun was shining. And because of the light, Jaejoong looked like an angel. Who snored. Once in a while. 'Wow. I didn't know angel snore.' I rolled my eyes and stood up. As soon as I did this horrible pain shot through my back and I screamed a little. „Aahh...!“ 'I have to be quiet, if I don't want wake up Jae.' I tried to ignore the pain and put away the blankets and pillow. Then I grabbed my uniform and went to the bathroom to wash myself.
 

*End of flashback*
 

We arrived at school, but Jaejoong seemed to be deep in thoughts, so I tried to bring him back to planet earth. He finally heard me and I asked him, what his next class was. „Math's.“ 'Hmpf..it isn't even far away. That means I won't see him long enough.' I wanted to walk him to his room, but he rejected me. 'Is he angry with me for changing his clothes? Does he hate me now? Does he don't want to hang out with me? It... hurts.' „Ye. Oh, Jae! Do you want to have lunch with my friends and me again? If you don't want to see my friends, then we could eat alone. Only the two of us.“, I asked him. 'Please, please, please say 'yes'.' „Ahm- I'm.. sorry Mir. I'd love to, but I- I promised Yoochun that I'll eat with him already.“ 'Again, this hyeong. What if they're really dating? But Jae said they aren't. Hyeong, why do you always ruin my life? Great, now it hurts even more.' „I- I have to go now.“, he said and ran away. „What should I do now? It really hurts. But why? Why am I feeling like this?“ I placed my hand on my chest, hit it and pulled my uniform. But nothing would help me. It still would hurt and the more I thought about him the more it would hurt.