.......because the tears won't let you see the stars.

 

 

I’ve asked Hyung about the rumours about her but Hyung just shook his head without answering my question. He sort of ignores me out of sudden. I’ve ask maknae about the rumour, but he shrugged off and didn’t even bother to give me the answer or even looked at me.

 

Is she getting marry in October? Would she marry her missionary boyfriend? I just couldn’t imagine that the girl who I care and love is getting married.

 

I try my best to divert my attention towards other things and my attention luckily diverted to our world tour and producing my solo album. My hectic schedule had diverted me for thinking about her because our group are currently having  tour around the world and I don’t have the time to think about her.

 

I try to WhatsApp her, but I guess she change her old number. I want to ask her about the rumours. Its been two years since last I met her. Last time we had a conversation was on MAMA 2010 when she was doing the closing performance with her group member.

 

Is it the rumour ought to be true? Please…no! Luckily Hyung says that JYPE denied the rumours stating she’s not getting married very soon. Thank you God for granting my wish.

 

Sunye ah, wait for me..

 

She used to be my dance partner on stage. She was charming and soft spoken. She always remains calm and composure during our collaboration performance.  Her laughter is the music to my ears. Sometimes I look at her feeling fluttered and shy but she remain smiling and always encouraging me  and making me feel at ease.

 

She always at ease and making sure that her group member are in good. Even Hyungnim likes her carefree nature.

 

The day she took my heart away was the moment she steps in our dance room. My heart skipped faster  when I saw her coming to our dance practice for special stage. Even though she’s wearing that huge ahjumma spectacle with stripped t-shirt she still looks so lovely and breath-taking. It’s not like we didn’t meet before, we did meet when we wanted to learn dance steps for Irony. But back then, I sort of having crushed on her ex-members, Hyunah.

 

But that day the moment she step in and greet us, she look so fresh even though she’s tired, well all of her group member look tired. But all of them were trying their best to stay cheerful and cool eventhough Yeeun keep on yawning, Sohee makes mistake untill Jiyoung had to keep on teaching her the steps.

Sunye is such a humble and down to earth person. She respected me and my members for us being the Sunbae of her. When Choreographer Hyung partner her up with me I felt jolt of joy and nervousness. Because of I’m so nervous, Hyung keep on cussing me for making a simple mistake while dancing with her. He said I can dance with the air, but with her I look so awkward.  That was the moment when I finally realise. I have a huge crush on Min Sunye not Kim Hyunah their ex-member.

 

“Sunbae..be cool okay?” she keep on saying those words to me to ease my nervousness and she smiles warmly. Her smiles was so infectious that I can't keep away my eyes from her face.

I've been keeping this feeling for five freaking years without anyone knowing even by best friend Jiyoung.

 

But today….

 

 

 

 

Hello, this is JYP Entertainment.

Wonder Girls’ leader Sun (Min Sunye), an artist under our agency, will be getting married on January 26th of next year.

Sun, who debuted in 2007 and led the Wonder Girls as their leader for six years, recently informed the agency as well has the Wonder Girls’ members about her intentions, and understanding that her decision has come after much thought, we have decided to respect her decision.

Sun will be focusing on her marriage and family life for the time being, and the other members of Wonder Girls will be concentrating on individual activities such as acting, producing, solo albums, and broadcast activities.

We hope for many messages of congratulations and encouragement.

Thank you.

Min Sunye..maybe we’re destined not to be together…May you live  happily ever after with him…

 

 

 

“Youngbae Hyung.…come on let’s go, noona Gummy will go furious…you’re going to be late for her comeback stage..” Daesung says while waving his at Youngbae’s face.

 

I took my cap and put it on my head. I sighed. Maybe it were meant to..

 

You flew off with the wings of my heart and left me flightless