This was it. D-day. The day I was going to approach him on stage. The day I was going to show him and everyone watching just how I felt about him. One more minute to gather up my courage. I could do it. We had always playfully flirted onstage, today wouldn’t be any different. At least not to anyone else watching, but to him, to my love, it would mean everything. We had always talked about wanting to truly show everyone how much we loved each other and I couldn’t wait to surprise Hyukjae and actually go through with it.

Wait—why is Siwon sauntering over to Hyukjae. MY Hyukjae. What is he doing? Don’t you think about it, Choi Siwon. This is my moment. This is what I was planning on doing. Stop it! I mean it, Siwon. Don’t you put your lips anywhere—Ah, really?

Just be cool. Laugh it off. Show everyone that you thought it was funny, even though on the inside I’m dying. But it’s fine. I can wait. We can wait. Next time, my love. Next time I will show the world how I feel about you.

Wait for me.