My friend chansung was sick so i came over to his dorm to take care of him 

" Oppa you can't just eat bananas, have some tea and soup as well"

"But I love bananas" 

"Too bad, have some soup"

I spoon fed him some soup and gave him some tea

"Since you're done eating lay down" 

"I'll lay down only if……"

"If what?"

"If you let me rest my head on your lap" 

"Fine just lay down"

I then sat down on the couch and he followed. He rested his head on my lap and I rubbed head and played with his hair.

"what am I to you" he asks 

"You're my best friend oppa"

"Oh" he answered. It felt like he was disappointed like he was looking for a different answer.

I then thought, Is he really just a friend? I mean we've been friends since i entered jyp working apart of the creative team. People think we're a couple because of all the skinship. I've never been in a real relationship before so I'm not too sure what this feeling is, but if there is something there, does he genuinely feel the same way. Do I really have feelings for oppa?

Suddenly my train of thought was interrupted.

" Can you sing me a song?"

"Sure"

I caressed his head and sang my favorite song 

 

I finished the song and continued to caress his head. Suddenly he got up and looked into my eyes. I have this habit of looking away when people look into my eyes and I did as usual. "Look at me" he said softly. I continued to look the other way until he cupped my face in his hands

" What are you doing oppa"

" When will you admit it?"

"What are you saying"

" You're very smart, I think you know what I'm talking about"

"What.....?"

As soon as I said that, he kissed my nose. I looked at him with a surprised look. I then gave in. I knew he had feelings for me and I for him. It was just that I didn't know how to act on them. 

"You know that I feelings for you. why are you acting like you don't know?"

I looked away again

"Look at me" he said again

At that point I got out of his grip and grabbed my stuff.

"Ummm I gotta go oppa, remember to drink a lot and eat real food and not just bananas"

I turned around and rushed out the door to the elevator.

I pressed the button multiple times until the elevator cart came. 

I got in and sighed in relief as the doors closed. But suddenly a hand stopped the door from closing.

It was chansung oppa, still dressed in his pj pants and thin shirt.

"Oppa go back, you need to rest"

And with that he cornered me into the elevator wall. He put both of 

His arms on both sides of the wall next to my head trapping me.

" Why did you run?"

I shrugged my shoulders in response then turned my head the other way. 

I didn't look at him but I could feel him getting closer

Soon our foreheads touched, then noses, then lips

The kiss was sweet and loving at first then grew passionate.

He took his lips off mine but our foreheads were resting on each other

"Great, Now I'm gonna get sick because of you oppa" I mumbled

"Serves you right, now you can stay and we can be sick together." He said as our lips met again. 

 

THE END