Dear cutie patootie Onew!

Sorry if I haven’t send(?) wrote you a letter yesterday. I was just so busy with my school works. But yesterday was not a good day for me though. You know why? Cause I’ve figured out that I cant attend the birthday party organized by my fellow shawols for your birthday~ :”< It’s like my heart started to shred into pieces. Like a knife poking my insides. I’ve waited so much for your day to come and promised to celebrate it with my fellow friends but sadly I cant because of school activities. But I will celebrate your birthday in Enchanted Kingdom with my classmates. Though it will never be the same~

As usual, everyday, without a miss even it’s a tiring day, I spazz about you and now I’m currently watching a video of you, smiling. Such a beautiful sight coated with this wonderful feeling inside. When you smile, I smile.

Your eyesmiles that can kill millions of fangirls within seconds.

Your lips that seduces us in no time

Your y collarbones and crazy adams apple

You slender thighs that just looks so suggestive

You only have that kind of charm~

Ever since I became a kpop fan and get to know all of you, I NEVER CARED FOR OTHER MUSIC. They mean nothing compared to it. Though some may say we international fans can never understand a thing but for us music is not about the language, It’s about what you feel when you first hear it. Kpop songs can make you cry without even understanding a thing especially with your voice onew. You sound so sweet, sincere and serene everytime you sing. It captures our hearts in no time. That one nore you blurt will change how we think about you.

I admire you so much because

You’re the leader who gets mistakes all the time but still stands up and continue the performance and cover it with your smile even though deep inside every fall hurts

You’re the leader that is so responsible cause you take care of your members well and tries to save the group from mistakes

You’re the leader who smiles when committing a mistake due to your clumsiness but we know you go to your car alone and cry there due to pain

You’re the leader who looks so gentle but so motivated in life.

You’re the leader who is so hardworking to be humorous and being so keen about trying ways but never ashamed of it.

You’re the leader who disguises as the maknae of the group

You’ve made me fall inlove with you so badly without even meeting you. I cant imagine how will you be when I personally see you~

8 days more to go and it will be your special day. Cant wait for this countdown to end

SARANGHAE, JINKI~